Do you lie to yourself? I think alot of people do, me being probably being one of the prime examples of such a thing. Something really opened my eyes today even though they were already cracked. You know what is wrong with you, and some arnt as stern about crap they say about changing themselves. Mine is losing weight when I obviously need to, but I havent acted on plenty of rants and war crys.
I have a fine diet plan sitting on my desktop that I have printed out, and I think I used it a total of 3 weeks while still not following it fully. I unno something someone told me today really was a big hit to my person. Like hearing something you say your not when you know its ture lol. Im fat, thats what I heard

and for about 30 minutes now its been annoying the hell out of me. But is it because it was wrong? nah I think it said for a reason I may not know, but again I think the reason it hits so hard is because its true, and my mind is trying to find some dumb way to make it untrue again....I make alot of excuses for myself but, its nice to hear someone just as easily thrash my perception on myself which is something that needed to be done. I think I am more annoyed by myself than anything anyone would have said, this just has been filling my mind lol.
If you are reading this, thanks for telling me the truth, Even if I am bitter about it