I still want to keep a glimmer of hope and hoping that we are being trolled, but it is becoming increasingly hard.
I want to keep myself busy and move on, but I think that it will not happen until I put my thoughts in order. I guess that you can tell what writing this is my catharsis.
Firstly, I refuse make personal insults. My opinion on Kishimoto's storytelling skills is very low right now, but honestly I think that shouting "F*** you" and similar stuff is rude and uncalled for. When you are a fan and you are feeling upset, it is easy forgetting that the creator is a real person with feelings, and bashing him/her for perceived poor decisions. It is also easy forgetting that the creator was NOT attempting screwing with us. He did what he thought best, but he is also a human being, and errare humanum est.
I am... upset. And sad. I am sadder than I thought that I would be and sadder than I think that I should be because ultimately this is fiction.
However I am not angry. The only thing that I can think is... "I do not understand."
If he was plotting a NH/SS ending, why did he wrote in the DB that Naruto loved Sakura and Sakura's feelings had changed? Why he called Sakura his girlfriend in front of his father? Why he insisted on Sakura not trusting Sasuke anymore? Why all parallelisms?
And that is only the recent stuff! Why did he not develop NH further? Why Hinata never got a more important role or spent significant panel time with Naruto? Why he wrote Sasuke trying to kill Sakura FIVE times? Why Sasuke never showed feelings towards Sakura and actually he showed that he did not care for her?
Of course, I can go on and on and on and on...
Often when I found a fan whose pairing has sunk (a Zutaran, a Ranma/Akane-hater, a Shinji/Rei fan...) and I heard him telling that "There was never a single hint in the story" I shook my head and I thought "There were hints. You just refused seeing them". However, in this instance, I genuinely think that if NH/SS was always the intended endgame, Kishimoto made a lousy job hinting it.
And I can not help to wonder if he was pressed by his editors. Takahashi (Ranma and Inu-Yasha author) was pressed by her editor when she was writing Urusei Yatsura, and she got forced to change the main pairing (although she did it early on). Or he was trying to subvert our expectations and surprising us? Well, if that is the case I prefer to be NICELY surprised.
I wish asking him if NH was his intention all along, but I doubt that I would have a straight answer from him.
Sigh. I guess that NS will join my list of favorite fictional couples that were ultimately gutted by meddlesome editors, trolling creators, lousy storytellers, sell-outs or self-proclaimed geniuses with cravings for shaking thins up unnecessarily: Peter/MJ (Spider-Man), Scott/Jean and Warren/Betsy (X-Men), Asuka/Shinji (Evangelion), Ataru/Shinobu (Urusei Yatsura)...
It is sad, but I am considering selling my Naruto collection. I know, I know. You must think "Wow, what a fanboy! He is getting rid of a manga that he lived because his favorite couple did not become canon? He only read the series for NS?” I know what I sound like it, but I am so disappointed that I am not sure of being capable to keep drawing enjoyment from reading my old volumes of Naruto. Actually it has been a while since I purchased and read a volume.
If NH and SS had been developed properly I would have been capable to keep reading, even though I did not like the pairings. But it did not happen.
I guess that I am also upset because the bunch of rude, obnoxious fans that trolled us, insulted us, called us delusional, bashed Sakura (funny how Naruto must not end up with Sakura because she hit him but Sakura must end up with the guy that tried to kill her several times)… will now feel vindicated and right all along.
Oh, well. Fanboys will be fanboys. Anyway, this is my only Naruto board and it will keep being. I am NOT stepping out of here. The crapstorm is beginning, and it will last long, and I am too old to tolerate fanboys and their arguments about nothing and their bashing and hating rants. So I will remain in the NS board that does not tolerate trolls and disrespectful brats.
I guess that I will always have fanfiction. And most importantly, I have a ton of classic, WELL-WRITTEN manga/anime shows with WELL-WRITTEN couples and no ass-pulls and to keep myself amused with. Whenever I am sorry about NS I will read City Hunter and I will pretend that Ryo and Kaori are Naruto and Sakura with a PROPER, asspull-free resolution that made sense.
Edited by Jenskott, 05 November 2014 - 06:27 PM.