itsmesakura

PERSONALITY AND APPEARANCE

Wow.. I don't even know this page existed

But, meh anyway

Born in 12 December... Star sign Sagittarius, Cancer Moon, Aries Rising... (expect some wild, brash, temper, hot, cold, nurturing, and caring stuff going on unpredictably)

My blood type's A, although sometimes my personality fit my dad more, and he's O... But I can be like A as well.. Okay then maybe I am AO, if existed...

Long hair, black, naturally brown underneath, Asian, sharp chin, Asian eyes and my face is in a triangular shape. or sort, or something like that... I have dimples near my cheek.. So when I smile it can be cute but as well as child-like and can be annoying .. When I wasn't smiling I can be seen as an adult (coz of my chin)  but when I smile it will turn somehow adorable, but more down to childish (if my dimples showed up)

I am 164 cm tall, though I am still in my teen (please pray for me... I hope I didn't grow tall and be a giant and crash through people's roof)

I am quite a complicated person... Mm... I can be hot, cold, serious, playful, etc... I love to be in control, leading, be the first... I don't get torn by critics, nor gossips spread about me.. I don't really care about tht actually They don't have the right to judge me...If they didn't like me then fine, because I know there are a lot of people who wanted to... Critics or gossips are just rumors about you... If you feel sad because of it then they are telling the right stuff about you... And I am also a hot-headed person who sometimes love revenge

I love to sit on top of the throne, and I hate being lead by others.. But if the person who's directing the project's annoying or somehow stubborn and only wants their way.. I can be called smart, but thts because I have a strong spirit of being the first and always the first... But in real life, when the calculations are gone, when the food chain, food webs, gravity, acceleration disappear to the galaxy, grammars, tenses, verbs are nowhere to be seen I am an idiot like Naruto...But thts bcoz I am impulsive and forgot about small details too often...

Although I seem strong, defended my friends from being bullied, etc, I am sensitive as well.. But I am hiding tht bcoz I don't like weak feelings... And I need to remind you I am quite lazy, but sometimes hard-working, if I am in my period of feel like I wanted to.. And sometimes I can be very patient, depending on the condition.. I don't have any pattern at all..

I am also detached, cold, and have a foot-in-mouth disease... If I have a crush, I can totally delete all traces and all clues, coz I am flirty, and I am unpredictable

And, I am wise as well... I gave advices to my friends who were suffering from an untreatable disease called 'Love'

My hobby's writing journal or diaries.. Especially when I am heart-broken I love to write diaries.. I love quizzes and trivia as well.. Good way of training your memories (but sadly on important detail.. I want like, a small detail kind of quiz)... My other hobby's eating.. Hah, I can eat like 10 noodles in a day, and I love fast food... But I never got fat.. I am like 42 kg now.. I also love playing sports, shopping, and hang out with my friends... Oh, and I def love to analyze and read people's action... I can guess a person's feeling accurately, but it usually happens naturally.. I can't force my intuitive side to work.. It just comes naturally

And plus, I am in love in an Aquarius male, with Scorpio Moon and Taurus rising ... Numerology 7 ..(Yes, I am quite a stalker but stalking is fun really...)

MY STORY

Mm, I used to be a weak and shy girl that felt out of place.. I get bullied a lot, and I never feel clicked around my friends.. I am terrified of being outcast, and ended up sitting by the corner, so I followed everything my friend said... And that's how I got into the group (mind you even a kindergarten students can have group like these...)... But I soon realized that if I don't make any loud statement and claim 'The Boss' then I'll be stuck.. So during the art lesson I refuse to follow that friend of mine and gave her a death stare when she forced me too.. And in the end I got praised by my teacher... And I felt amazing

But I still get bullied at times, mostly by the boys.. And I never for once like my friends there

After a long ride at that terrifying school, I moved to my new school when I was in P2... It took a lot of time for me to get fit in really.. I can't socialize and I prefer to be alone.. I always feel out of place, until, well, I found someone very nice and outgoing... Shizuku (fake name, remind ya)

She's very smart, very nice, very popular... I really like her.. And she always wanted to play with me, but being a shy girl I'll follow her at times but later I'll make excuses and I'll just leave her... I still can't fit in, but Shizuku is always warmth and caring.. She's also the class' Queen... She holds the title of a winner, and she didn't have any opponent, but it will change soon..

Anyway, time cures me, and I am able to fit into the group, after trying hard to find friends... I eventually get along in the small groups, but I didn't care... I don't put status over quality.. I wanted a friend who can play and understand me in many ways... And those girls in the small group did..  But I never forgot about Shizuku of course.. She was my bff for life!

I don't want to explain further about my life when I was in P3, P4. P5 because it will be too long and boring.. P3, semester 1 I had a downfall, but in semester 2 I had had enough and I decided to compete with Shizuku .. I study hard, and I got good scores, but then and again it was about my passion (everything that made me smart today was because of my passion... My parents, they are just a usual people... But I don't want to be like them.. I know they are more artistic and didn't like physics, but I wanted to be different.. I wanted to be smart and not just some shy girl that didn't have any brains.. So you see my EQ is higher here).. When I was in P4 I became the leader and I scared everyone out but Shizuku stayed by my side and calm me down...And when I was in P5 I claimed the title as The Queen.. I achieved the first rank, and that's also because of my spirit and passion

And when I was in P6, I experienced a downfall.. Everyone didn't know who I am.. I become rebellious and my marks went down... But thts because of the disease called 'Love'.. I never like emotions (aha, like Sai), because I think that it makes us weak... I am tough and I never wanted an emotion hold me back... That's why I have some crisis.. But in semester 2, I achieved the highest marks in school during national exam.. It breaks the school record, and I was the first one to do that.. But I don't know for sure.. I can be wrong, maybe I am the second, but I am still proud..

And, in  the end of the day, I got the same award as Shizuku.. Aha, we are so competitive like Sakura and Ino, and I must admit tht.... Hehe

So, the moral of this story???

1. Brain doesn't determined the success in life.. Your spirit does

2. Shizuku is precious, because without her I can't unlock my lioness side

3. Even a shy and weak girl could achieved such a high peek

4. Life is not about how you achieved the peek of the mountain successfully.. But it's about your struggle and how you deal with every snow storm

5. I am a complete idiot in love

6. I may not tell you my love life but I am always late in replying my love to someone.. Always late.. I'll realize stuff when I finally turn my attention on it

7. I am not someone who can love, because if I did my attention will be divided and my passionate side will be waste on my crush.. (number 5,6,7 are just some additional info... I didn't tell you guys my secondary level life, but those three numbers are the lessons)