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quote name='Kamina-Yoshi' date='Apr 16 2010, 01:58 PM' post='272043 --Click here to view--
QUOTE (Kamina-Yoshi @ Apr 16 2010, 01:58 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
To be openly honest, I hate every single gottam second of it. It is a living hell for me, and it just gets worse each and every day with little success. The only thing keeping me from turning this world into a burning pile of ash is the following:
1) My friends and the crush I have.
2) H&E, including many of my fans whom keep me going with my video projects/manga comparisons.
3) My cats.
4) The fact that I can make people laugh.
Otherwise, I would burn this planet down like a match and sit and drink some water on a throne as I watch without remorse. I hate it, hate it, hate it. Liars, hackers, cheaters and empty-headed kids all around me. Every day, I see things done in the name of some kooky belief system and the furthering of mental anarchy tied with social uniformity that is not uniform to the system of thinking that has kept us together: logic and reason. I look for something, anything at all to remedy this solution, but violence always comes to mind. A wake-up call that what we're doing is so ridiculous, with gum-chewing and snapping and video-flagging and cheating on games and fail-trolling and banning cursing and all that. It just makes me sick to my gottam stomach, having to see it every day. It makes my mind bleed of patience and absorb the anger that I exude from my eyes and believe that I can take hold of the violence and turn it onto those whom I see fit. Then, I realize I am no better then any other person that I have read about. That's when it hits me: I am f***ed. For the rest of my life, I have to deal with crooks, kooks and morons, and I have to watch liars and inept sociopaths take the glory and ratification of their enslavement of others while I have to sit back and do all the work to keep a hold on some equivalence of reality and logic. I have to deal with the whining of kids, repetitively over and over coming from the mouths of adults, and see that I cannot have peace and quiet anymore. Everything has to be big, loud and ANNOYING! So annoying! Annoying and incoherency is in now-at-days, and quite frankly I don't think Nietzsche would have any idea of where in the world we get this from, 'cause nothing from a normal, healthy human mind would be like what society does.
And I guess that's all I have to say. Sorry for taking your time.
1) My friends and the crush I have.
2) H&E, including many of my fans whom keep me going with my video projects/manga comparisons.
3) My cats.
4) The fact that I can make people laugh.
Otherwise, I would burn this planet down like a match and sit and drink some water on a throne as I watch without remorse. I hate it, hate it, hate it. Liars, hackers, cheaters and empty-headed kids all around me. Every day, I see things done in the name of some kooky belief system and the furthering of mental anarchy tied with social uniformity that is not uniform to the system of thinking that has kept us together: logic and reason. I look for something, anything at all to remedy this solution, but violence always comes to mind. A wake-up call that what we're doing is so ridiculous, with gum-chewing and snapping and video-flagging and cheating on games and fail-trolling and banning cursing and all that. It just makes me sick to my gottam stomach, having to see it every day. It makes my mind bleed of patience and absorb the anger that I exude from my eyes and believe that I can take hold of the violence and turn it onto those whom I see fit. Then, I realize I am no better then any other person that I have read about. That's when it hits me: I am f***ed. For the rest of my life, I have to deal with crooks, kooks and morons, and I have to watch liars and inept sociopaths take the glory and ratification of their enslavement of others while I have to sit back and do all the work to keep a hold on some equivalence of reality and logic. I have to deal with the whining of kids, repetitively over and over coming from the mouths of adults, and see that I cannot have peace and quiet anymore. Everything has to be big, loud and ANNOYING! So annoying! Annoying and incoherency is in now-at-days, and quite frankly I don't think Nietzsche would have any idea of where in the world we get this from, 'cause nothing from a normal, healthy human mind would be like what society does.
And I guess that's all I have to say. Sorry for taking your time.
^Wwwwhhoooo!
I think Vyse said members can PM him if they need help with stress.
Edited by Uzumakikage, 16 April 2010 - 10:22 PM.
