Since we're on the more serious discussion, this year has been rough for me. While I haven't dealt with loss like some of you, I'm truly sorry for anyone who went through that pain, I did however go through my own stuff. I opened up a bit, but wasn't to clear and not specific. When I said I didn't want to continue anymore, I meant it literally. I just wanted to end it. And the reason is because I went through a operation for one of my eyes and it had problems that even now are not solved. And for months I thought I lost my vision, went into depression, lost a lot of hair, also got a few white hairs, and I just wanted to end it all. And when I got some good news, then the good news were followed immediately by bad news. That's why I haven't been posting in these past months.
I once created a thread here, but didn't post it. I couldn't even get my words out and one thing I don't like is being a burden on anyone.
Which is why I thought ending it would be better than basically forcing someone to take care of me.
Even now as I'm writing this I don't really know how and what to say and in what order.
This next part is something that might get some of you mad because it goes against the current narrative. But please don't take anymore shots, if you took one or more then stop, if you haven't take any of them then don't take them. They're just not good.
I give you links and links with data, research about them if you want. Ultimately I'm not here to dictate to any of you what you should or shouldn't do, I can only say please don't take them anymore.
I've seen it with my own eyes what damage they can do. Last year when my mother took hers, that night I thought she was going to die in front of me. Now my grandmother had a stroke because of it. I say because of it because that's what the doctors at the hospital said.
I know very well just me saying what I said, might put me in different light to some of you. Then so be it. I just don't want anyone to suffer.