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#1 Fenris

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 10:54 PM

Oh hai. I have... absolutely no idea what to put here. rolleyes.gif I figured, "Oh, lets create a blog today on the site." Had no idea it was going to be this hard to think of what to say --- at least I'm getting somewhere typing this, right? I guess I'll start with some stuff about me...

My name is Amanda, I'm fifteen and I was born and raised in Rhode Island, a small state in the east coast.
I don't like it too much here cause there's not that much wildlife in most places. I love wildlife. The wilderness is basically like a dream home to me, it's just so peaceful. Really, as crazy as it sounds - I'm pretty big on survival stuff so It'd be really sweet to just be dropped in the middle of no where and just use what skills i know to survive and make it out of there. Maybe I've seen too much movies... LOL. Um. But it taught me a lot. like some sort of.. man vs wild thing.

I'm turning sixteen, pretty excited about that.. maybe I'll grow taller. I'm 5'1/5'2, maybe a bit taller. I haven't checked my height in a while, but I know i'm around there sadly. headscratch.gif I'd like to be taller.

I love horror movies and zombies, OH AND SKYRIM. HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT SKYRIM. arg.gif

I'll probably use this iblog for whatever stuff I feel like... erm blogging about.. or ranting, yes beware of the ranting. laugh.gif feel free to chat with me on it about random stuff or whatever you want to talk about smile.gif

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#2 Fyuria'sLeo

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 10:59 PM

Created a blog finally. And look at dat im taller than you!!!! and older.

Cant wait to see more post :3

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 11:00 PM

QUOTE (Fyuria'sLeo @ Mar 21 2012, 10:59 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Created a blog finally. And look at dat im taller than you!!!! and older.

Cant wait to see more post :3


arg.gif aaaaah. How tall are you Leo? laugh.gif

Oh i'm smart, i almost typed :leo: instead of : lol : facepalm.png
 
 
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#4 Fyuria'sLeo

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 11:06 PM

Lol Im 5'5

lol'd at :leo:

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#5 CloudMountainJuror

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 11:18 PM

A blog! Woo! biggrin.gif

"The time has come at last for you to learn everything . . .

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 11:22 PM

A wild "new blog" appears!

Jordan uses "hey"

It's super effective!

Everyone falls asleep.

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#7 CloudMountainJuror

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 11:26 PM

QUOTE (Sakura Lover @ Mar 21 2012, 06:22 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
A wild "new blog" appears!

Jordan uses "hey"

It's super effective!

Everyone falls asleep.

Huh? What? Sorry, couldn't hear you, I passed out for some strange reason... headscratch.gif

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Fare thee well, Albert, my friend."

 

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 11:50 PM

It's about time you join the legions of other blogs Fenris. tongue.gif

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Posted 21 March 2012 - 11:57 PM

Nice to see you stepping up to the blogging world, Amanda. Looking forward to what you have to tell.

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 12:45 AM

Hey Fenris, awesome of you to create a blog. Now, if you don't mind me asking, what were your past relationships like?

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 01:38 AM

QUOTE (Sakura Lover @ Mar 22 2012, 12:22 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
A wild "new blog" appears!

Jordan uses "hey"

It's super effective!

Everyone falls asleep.



QUOTE (zacrathedemon5 @ Mar 22 2012, 12:26 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Huh? What? Sorry, couldn't hear you, I passed out for some strange reason... headscratch.gif


I just laughed really hard you guys are great.

QUOTE (Toasty Warrior @ Mar 22 2012, 12:50 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
It's about time you join the legions of other blogs Fenris. tongue.gif


*raises flag* FOR THE LEGION.

QUOTE (Anguyen92 @ Mar 22 2012, 01:45 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Hey Fenris, awesome of you to create a blog. Now, if you don't mind me asking, what were your past relationships like?


Oh i don't' mind at all biggrin.gif

Let me start off by saying, starting from when I was around 9, I've had a best friend that told me whenever i was doing something wrong, (not like her.) that it was wrong, "I wasn't doing my eyeliner right," or pointing out my flaws. This caused me to be easily led, and because I was so easily led, it --- led, me to probably being so controlled by other people. Thus what i'm about to say below. Now i'm my own person, though. No worries.

BLAST FROM THE PAST *grabs time machine.* --Click here to view--
I've been in a number of relationships, actually... None with guys, and all long distance. sweatdrop.gif Without going into too much detail, it was a incredibly hard time in my life for about 2 years. I didn't know who I was, where I belonged, and got mixed up in the wrong "crowd" (theoretically speaking. Not actually a crowd, just a crowd as in... a really bad phase.) The first relationship I ever got in was with a girl I had been talking to online to since I was 12, this happened when I was 14 and we were together for about 2 months - i dumped for her someone prettier.

Cruel, I know - but it was a hard time in my life and I had no idea what I was doing. So of course, me and previous said girl stopped talking, and I got with this "prettier" girl. She used me, treated me like kitten, really got into my head and messed with me badly. She broke up with me for someone else. Karma, huh? So of course I was devistated. I had thought she was the "love of my life" and all of that stuff. But I got angry, started to resent her, eventually hated her and realized I never loved her, that she was only scheming me. Turns out I was just young, y'know? Sure I was 14, the relationship lasted 6 embarrassing months, but I was never in love with her - just infatuated. Started sending her hate mail and resented everything she did and said especially when i realized the whole time she was messing with my head, but i suppose we all had those kind of relationships.

A lot of all of this happened in the same year. Crazy, right? tongue.gif Like i said: hard time in my life. got mixed in with the wrong people. even if they weren't' in real life, or even in the same state as me (far from it actually.)

Now i'm better, BUUUUT, i've come to the conclusion that I never loved any of them. I was young minded, let myself be controlled and easily led and I had a a lot of growing up to do. Stuff like that, and really it was all embarrassing as hell.


I realize, (because I would wonder it myself.. if I was on the other side of the lines here and was reading this from someone else. Maybe i'm just nosy tongue.gif) that the first sentence may of raised some... questions about orientations and what not? I've never dated any guys, actually. Now that I, after a long time of being easily led, i'm starting to actually become myself and grow into a much more mature person, I do hope to find someone I really like and someone who likes me for me - whether it be a guy or a girl, ... or a pokemon... haha. rolleyes.gif Basically, if I love someone, whether they might be, it's just that. Doesn't matter.

To sum it all up. I've never been in a good relationship. I got my whole life to find someone special though :3

Edited by Fenris, 22 March 2012 - 01:40 AM.

 
 
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Posted 22 March 2012 - 01:41 AM

Im special but thats just me~~~~

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 01:45 AM

QUOTE (Fenris @ Mar 21 2012, 08:38 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
To sum it all up. I've never been in a good relationship. I got my whole life to find someone special though :3


So very true. But it never hurts to open up. I find that every relationship I've been in has been wonderful.
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Posted 22 March 2012 - 01:48 AM

QUOTE (Fyuria'sLeo @ Mar 22 2012, 02:41 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Im special but thats just me~~~~




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So very true. But it never hurts to open up. I find that every relationship I've been in has been wonderful.


Yea, I get what you mean. Ever since I "emerged" from my hard times, I've kinda been a bit too over cautious. sweatdrop.gif I'm gonna try to open up more :3 Thanks a_hug.gif
I'm glad you've had wonderful relationships, Greed smile.gif

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#15 Greed-Sama

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 02:01 AM

QUOTE (Fenris @ Mar 21 2012, 08:48 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I'm glad you've had wonderful relationships, Greed smile.gif


Let me rephrase that. XD

The outcomes have always been for the better. I've been in some bad relationships, I just think that they make me who I am and that I wouldn't change anything for the world.
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#16 Fyuria'sLeo

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 02:13 AM

Rule 1 Dont take advice from me about relationships.

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 02:14 AM

QUOTE (Fyuria'sLeo @ Mar 22 2012, 02:41 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Im special but thats just me~~~~

Leo, you have wonderful boobs. wub.gif

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#18 Fyuria'sLeo

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 02:20 AM

......I told you to keep things like this to us!

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 02:22 AM

QUOTE (Fyuria'sLeo @ Mar 22 2012, 03:20 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
......I told you to keep things like this to us!

You know you can't keep those double D boooobbbiiiieesss from me forever!

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Posted 22 March 2012 - 02:31 AM

QUOTE (Konan-chan @ Mar 22 2012, 02:28 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I am so lost..... 111189.gif

Leo has huge double d boobies and I want to touch them all over. Not much to it.

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