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[Yoko]

Right,so I haven't posted in ages, but this thread still exists, so... D:

Yeah.

Rant ahead.

Don't click if you'd like to not hear about family-related drama.

Cursing and drama and ohgoddon'tread. D: --Click here to view--

Okay, so, this all starts with my brother. He doesnt' go to school. Skipped over half the year. All he does all day is laze around, sleep, watch TV, and play videogames. My mother refuses to punish him for it. I've tried to talk about it with her, but she just dismisses it as jealousy.

I have a job. A shitty job, but a job. I still go to school. I'm looking into going to Deltech. I am TRYING to do something with myself. He stays home all day. He's never punished. He broke my fucking door down. There's just... NOTHING there now. And she insists it's my fault. Like everything is, apparently.

I tried to talk to her about it. when she couldn't take anymore, she just slapped me on my arm. Not that bad, but when she can't handle anything I say about it? She's running away. Running away from the truth, from the problem she refuses to face. She just puts on her headphones and ignores me. Puts on the headphones and goes to her precious RP. I'm sick of her running away, I'm sick of just taking it.

I could've never pulled this shit. She would've grounded me so hard it wouldn't even be funny. She took the computer away for things like not doing my homework. And she doesn't even TRY with him.

She hasn't even forced him to get a job or anything. Tells me to get the hell out because apparently, it's all my fault. Sorry if I'm not a doormat who just accepts everything as unchanging fact, mom. Sorry, Mom, that I'm not YOU.

You can pretend that nothing's wrong. You can tell me that Jimmy's done nothing worth being punished for. You can tell me all the bullshit and lies that you've been feeding yourself. I'm not taking it.

Right, I feel much better now. x.x Will post tomorrow with something happyhappy. Hopefully.

[Sakura Blossoms]

Right,so I haven't posted in ages, but this thread still exists, so... D:

Yeah.

Rant ahead.

Don't click if you'd like to not hear about family-related drama.

Cursing and drama and ohgoddon'tread. D: --Click here to view--

Okay, so, this all starts with my brother. He doesnt' go to school. Skipped over half the year. All he does all day is laze around, sleep, watch TV, and play videogames. My mother refuses to punish him for it. I've tried to talk about it with her, but she just dismisses it as jealousy.

I have a job. A sh*tty job, but a job. I still go to school. I'm looking into going to Deltech. I am TRYING to do something with myself. He stays home all day. He's never punished. He broke my kittening door down. There's just... NOTHING there now. And she insists it's my fault. Like everything is, apparently.

I tried to talk to her about it. when she couldn't take anymore, she just slapped me on my arm. Not that bad, but when she can't handle anything I say about it? She's running away. Running away from the truth, from the problem she refuses to face. She just puts on her headphones and ignores me. Puts on the headphones and goes to her precious RP. I'm sick of her running away, I'm sick of just taking it.

I could've never pulled this kitten. She would've grounded me so hard it wouldn't even be funny. She took the computer away for things like not doing my homework. And she doesn't even TRY with him.

She hasn't even forced him to get a job or anything. Tells me to get the hell out because apparently, it's all my fault. Sorry if I'm not a doormat who just accepts everything as unchanging fact, mom. Sorry, Mom, that I'm not YOU.

You can pretend that nothing's wrong. You can tell me that Jimmy's done nothing worth being punished for. You can tell me all the bullsh** and lies that you've been feeding yourself. I'm not taking it.

Right, I feel much better now. x.x Will post tomorrow with something happyhappy. Hopefully.

Your mom *seriously* needs to look at what she's doing, and realize that she's being sooo *completely* biased against you. I mean accusing you of being jealous of all things, when your brother is getting away with all this crap, that you could *never* get away with, is just unbelievable to me. Doesn't she see how much favoritism she's playing here? I just don't understand her reasoning, and then how she deals with it all, by putting on headphones instead of just talking with you about it. *Shakes head* I really hope that she sees what she is doing soon Mel, so that things with you all can work out well. Love ya babes. Keep being strong. You got much love here for you with us

[Yoko]

Emotions are funny things. For one like me, anyway. I've just had a huge fight with my mother. Screaming, cursing and all that. Came out of it with scratches and nail-shaped marks that have stopped bleeding a few minutes ago. Harsh things were said, and I cried and screamed some more and when I got home, I didn't have the energy to stand.

But now...

I'm fine. I feel fine. Well. Not really FINE, but more... Blank. My eyes are dry and I'm no longer sweating and hell, I dont' even know why I'm writing this.

Emotions truly are funny things.

I'm not even angry. Not yet. My mother wont' talk to me for a week. And I'm fine with that, honestly. I'd prefer it. Don't even know what caused the damn arguementfightwhateverthatwas.

My left hand and arm stings. It's not too painful, it's rather dull. Maybe I'll feel it later. But for now, I think I can deal. Just glad it's the weekend. Gawd, if this happened on a weekday, I couldn't take dealing with work as well. D:


Right, now that the emo's away...

Someone give me a keyword. 8D I feel like writing.

[BlackLightning]

Rough day, huh? well... to be honest, I dunno how that gotta feel to have your mom putting all the blame on you for everything that are actually not your fault but I can imagine how you feel in a way, I used to have similar experience when I was in orphanage but that was like... a decade ago. hope you'll have better days to come though... at least you still have friends that you can talk with anytime in H&E

Someone give me a keyword. 8D I feel like writing.

Here's a Keyword: Kickass

err... no specific series, just make sure its a well known 1

Edited by BlackLightning, 04 July 2009 - 01:33 AM.

[Sakura Blossoms]

Keyword...moonpie.

Let's see what you can do with that one :3

[Cloud]

Keyword: Goldfish

:3

[krisk]

well ish your mom... gah. :/ just.. seconding what blackie said. Adventures on h&e and skypu with yokochyan ftw? MOD CIVIL WARS TOO Y/Y? XDDDD

and not gonna leave a keyword, yous got lots :teehee: but if ya wan i pick weinus 8D

[Yoko]

RANT/

Right, posting because staying up all night because of migraines does strange things to one's already screwed up mind.

I have been suffering from severe-ish migraines for the past... Over a month now, I think. It starts at the right side of my forehead, then explodes into the rest of that side of my face. Hell, it's difficult to post this because I have to stop, force myself to breathe, and work through the pain. Today is especially bad. I've turned off anything that can emit sound or light and sleep is still impossible.

I've gone to the doctor. He scheduled me for a catscan, and it revealed a cyst in one of my sinuses. I went to a nose/throat doctor and he told me the cyst was too tiny to do any damage or anything at all.

So no one knows what the hell is wrong with my head and I"m still suffering from these stupid migraines and the prescription medication is doing jack shit.

I also have work in a couple hours.

I am screwed.

/RANT

Edit: Just called out of work. gawdIhopetheydon'tfireme.

[Sakura Blossoms]

*sends you lots of huggles and love, and hopes that everything works out today with work*

[Yoko]

Thanks, pandah. :3 I'm okay now. I didn't get to sleep till 10 AM, woke up at 2. Took some more Motrin, and my headache eventually faded away. I am basking in the wonderfulness that is not having to deal with any pain at allll. 8D

Also, apple cider is yummy. ♥

[BlackLightning]

lol, yeah, apple cider is nice