129 replies to this topic

[AngelLullaby]

Lol, I've tried, it only works for a while before my mind wanders.
I have to wonder if I'm just pathetic, because it's been almost 2 months and I'm still crying over this... I dunno.

I'm sure she still cries every night too.

[Kyuudaime]

I need a public place to rant, don't really care about replies or not but..

I hate dating. Being with someone who you think everything could be perfect with until you pretty much find out you mean nothing to her and you're just a toy. Where you're supposedly dating only to find out that you're really not.

[Kyuudaime]

Just kind of want to throw this out there but... whenever leaving someone, has anyone ever felt depressed and rage?
I'm feeling an odd mixture of both and not sure what to do about it.

[BlackLightning]

take your mind off and concentrate on other productive things. preferably something you enjoyed (as long as they doesn't harm others), sport, games, eats, whatever. trust me, the more you linger about it, the more depressed you gonna be.

[Kyuudaime]

Yea, that's what someone else suggested too that I guess I'll have to try.

[BlackLightning]

it won't be easy though, thats for sure so don't expect it to work right away. your best bet is to keep yourself busy. Schoolwork, work out till you spend your energy for the day, sleep till tomorrow and repeat. If you think you may be able to relief it better with violence then takes up a martial art, Karate or even boxing will be good choice since they also develop your body while helping you relieve stress. thats what I do when I'm stressed anyway, hitting something always works best (I have a hitting bag in the garage) or playing my drum.

Edited by BlackLightning, 14 November 2010 - 01:50 AM.

[Kyuudaime]

Those ideas actually sound enjoyable.
Guess it's mostly frustrating because I was left for another guy again pretty much.

Edited by Shirosaki, 15 November 2010 - 12:53 AM.

[YonderBeyonder]

Dude, for seriouses.

Girls are odd creatures, and don't mind them. (I should know. I AM ONE. I DON'T MIND ME.)
If she left you, she obviously wasn't the right one. No girl should pull such a thing, and she should be ashamed of herself.
But, I'm sure you'll bounce back in the end, no matter how long it takes, and maybe even find another partner. You never know!
Just live every day as it comes and continue being awesome.

Also, I can totally vouch for doing martial arts as a way to relieve stress. By the end of a good session, your muscles will be hurting too much for anything less than 'oh god ow' to be passing through your head.

And, if you feel like it, just poke me if you want to bash some zombies or Grunts. :3

[Kyuudaime]

Yea, I'm getting along.
She's barely been on my mind until today, when she sent me 2 messages.
Saying something about how she would "appreciate it if I talked to her"
Dunno, but I ignored it.

As for girls, I don't really care that much right now. Although talking to them is nice and fun, I just enjoy having a good time.

Now if you want to bash some zombies or grunts, you can always hit me up. ;D

Note to self if I fall asleep: Must change avatar later.

Edited by Shirosaki, 27 November 2010 - 09:28 AM.

[YonderBeyonder]

WHURT?!
Yeah, you totally deserve better, man.

BROES BEFORE HOES, MAN. *FIST BUMP*

My mum's hogging the TV because of cricket, so, that's why I'm not on that much lately.
Hopefully I'll be able to kick her off and we can have some awesome action hero awesomeness. 83

Edited by YonderBeyonder, 27 November 2010 - 09:32 AM.

[Kyuudaime]

Eh, I don't think I deserve anything. As long as I can have friends to talk to then a partner doesn't concern me.

*BUMPS FIST*

You should like, buy another TV.
*nods head*

[BlackLightning]

... I'll vouch for PC instead of TV ._.

[Kyuudaime]

Moniter you mean?

[Kyuudaime]

I have cooked oatmeal cookies successfully at 4 a.m.

[BlackLightning]

Moniter you mean?

Nope, PC as in brand new PC with better processor, HD, and everything in between and beyond

[Kyuudaime]

Nope, PC as in brand new PC with better processor, HD, and everything in between and beyond

Well yea sure that's great, but it can't play Reach now can it?????

[Sakura Blossoms]

Just kind of want to throw this out there but... whenever leaving someone, has anyone ever felt depressed and rage?
I'm feeling an odd mixture of both and not sure what to do about it.

*hugs tight* I'm feeling that right now actually. Less the rage and more just heartache, heartbreak, and depression.

[Kyuudaime]

*hugs tight* I'm feeling that right now actually. Less the rage and more just heartache, heartbreak, and depression.

The rage mostly subsided now, it's hardly on my mind. I'm comforted by daily activities that I do and don't really feel like I need her anymore.

Oh and just because I feel like saying this. I like dark chocolate, it's my favorite chocolate actually. Anyone else like it? I'm eating some right now and they say it's good for you.

[Kyuudaime]

I feel awful, eating that giant bar of dark chocolate was probably a bad idea.

[Kyuudaime]

Boredom:
Writing game reviews is harder than I thought they would be a few years ago.