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#41 PachucoDesigns

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Posted 21 July 2012 - 08:24 PM

Does anyone have any good distractions for heartbreak? I gotta do something, this really hurts. sad.gif
On the morning of Wednesday, April 11th, 2012, my Aunt Karla passed away. She was my mother's baby sister, and my coolest aunt when I was a kid. She was the best babysitter ever, and she was like an older sister to me.

Karly, I don't know if you can hear this. I am not a believer, I haven't been since Sheryl died. But if you can, I want you to know that I'm truly sorry for everything bad I've ever said about you. When you were suffering, I should have been there to help you. I should have visited. I should have encouraged you to leave the house and get a job, to be active and alive the way you used to be.

I promise that I will do everything that I can to be successful and a good person, to make you proud the way you would have wanted me to. No matter what I said, I loved you. And I will always love you. Rest in Peace, you will never be forgotten.

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Posted 21 July 2012 - 08:48 PM

I know dat feel Pacuco







I know dat feel.



however it will pass...SOON...


Edited by Pikachew, 21 July 2012 - 08:50 PM.

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Posted 22 July 2012 - 01:14 AM

QUOTE (Pikachew @ Jul 21 2012, 08:48 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I know dat feel Pacuco







I know dat feel.



however it will pass...SOON...



No it won't. It's been too long. Over ten years now. It just sort of stagnates into a grim normality, only to spike up every now and then when I decide it's time to make another bad decision. It's a wonder I haven't taken my own life yet.
On the morning of Wednesday, April 11th, 2012, my Aunt Karla passed away. She was my mother's baby sister, and my coolest aunt when I was a kid. She was the best babysitter ever, and she was like an older sister to me.

Karly, I don't know if you can hear this. I am not a believer, I haven't been since Sheryl died. But if you can, I want you to know that I'm truly sorry for everything bad I've ever said about you. When you were suffering, I should have been there to help you. I should have visited. I should have encouraged you to leave the house and get a job, to be active and alive the way you used to be.

I promise that I will do everything that I can to be successful and a good person, to make you proud the way you would have wanted me to. No matter what I said, I loved you. And I will always love you. Rest in Peace, you will never be forgotten.

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Posted 22 July 2012 - 01:21 AM

If it's this bad, then consider seeking help from a professional. It's not a bad thing, no matter how other people make it sound.

Also- everything eventually gets better. Things get intense, but then things fizz out, and even if it doesn't seem like it will, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel- you just have to hold out enough to see it! So hold out! I won't say I know what you're going through, but as I said earlier in casual fashion, I can understand "dat feel".

But in all seriousness, talk to a close friend, relative or someone you can confide in, or even seek a professional. It's not bad. It really does help in most cases. smile.gif

Edited by Pikachew, 22 July 2012 - 01:25 AM.

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Posted 22 July 2012 - 02:10 AM

QUOTE (Pikachew @ Jul 22 2012, 02:21 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
If it's this bad, then consider seeking help from a professional. It's not a bad thing, no matter how other people make it sound.

Also- everything eventually gets better. Things get intense, but then things fizz out, and even if it doesn't seem like it will, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel- you just have to hold out enough to see it! So hold out! I won't say I know what you're going through, but as I said earlier in casual fashion, I can understand "dat feel".

But in all seriousness, talk to a close friend, relative or someone you can confide in, or even seek a professional. It's not bad. It really does help in most cases. smile.gif


I've been around the block about this a lot, actually. Been diagnosed since junior year in high school, and dealing with complications since long before then. Eleven years hence, no improvement. In fact, it's worse. But while that is what perpetuates it, that isn't want sparked it this time.
On the morning of Wednesday, April 11th, 2012, my Aunt Karla passed away. She was my mother's baby sister, and my coolest aunt when I was a kid. She was the best babysitter ever, and she was like an older sister to me.

Karly, I don't know if you can hear this. I am not a believer, I haven't been since Sheryl died. But if you can, I want you to know that I'm truly sorry for everything bad I've ever said about you. When you were suffering, I should have been there to help you. I should have visited. I should have encouraged you to leave the house and get a job, to be active and alive the way you used to be.

I promise that I will do everything that I can to be successful and a good person, to make you proud the way you would have wanted me to. No matter what I said, I loved you. And I will always love you. Rest in Peace, you will never be forgotten.

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Posted 27 August 2012 - 03:46 PM

Yeah, I'd say that about sums up my presence here.

Oh dear. Looks like I've been caught eating crackers again.

Edited by Sakura Blossoms, 28 August 2012 - 01:49 PM.
Image was highly offensive, highly racist, and violated forum posting rules

On the morning of Wednesday, April 11th, 2012, my Aunt Karla passed away. She was my mother's baby sister, and my coolest aunt when I was a kid. She was the best babysitter ever, and she was like an older sister to me.

Karly, I don't know if you can hear this. I am not a believer, I haven't been since Sheryl died. But if you can, I want you to know that I'm truly sorry for everything bad I've ever said about you. When you were suffering, I should have been there to help you. I should have visited. I should have encouraged you to leave the house and get a job, to be active and alive the way you used to be.

I promise that I will do everything that I can to be successful and a good person, to make you proud the way you would have wanted me to. No matter what I said, I loved you. And I will always love you. Rest in Peace, you will never be forgotten.

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Posted 28 August 2012 - 04:11 AM

Assuming my opinion is welcome on what is supposed to be my blog section, I'd say this sums up my reaction to the previous censorship quite nicely. And by nicely, I mean well. Not nicely as in nice. At least, not by the standards of niceness apparently upheld on this website.

Warning to all of the 0 people here who read my iblog or care: This video contains coarse language and some adult situations. So, for those of you whose ears burn at the sound of the A word, the B word, the C word, the D word, the E word, or the F word, you may just want to move on. Yes, there is an E word. No, I won't tell you what it is. Because you'll cry. Viewer discretion is advised. smile.gif


On the morning of Wednesday, April 11th, 2012, my Aunt Karla passed away. She was my mother's baby sister, and my coolest aunt when I was a kid. She was the best babysitter ever, and she was like an older sister to me.

Karly, I don't know if you can hear this. I am not a believer, I haven't been since Sheryl died. But if you can, I want you to know that I'm truly sorry for everything bad I've ever said about you. When you were suffering, I should have been there to help you. I should have visited. I should have encouraged you to leave the house and get a job, to be active and alive the way you used to be.

I promise that I will do everything that I can to be successful and a good person, to make you proud the way you would have wanted me to. No matter what I said, I loved you. And I will always love you. Rest in Peace, you will never be forgotten.

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Posted 28 August 2012 - 01:49 PM

QUOTE (PachucoDesigns @ Aug 28 2012, 12:11 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Assuming my opinion is welcome on what is supposed to be my blog section, I'd say this sums up my reaction to the previous censorship quite nicely. And by nicely, I mean well. Not nicely as in nice. At least, not by the standards of niceness apparently upheld on this website.

Warning to all of the 0 people here who read my iblog or care: This video contains coarse language and some adult situations. So, for those of you whose ears burn at the sound of the A word, the B word, the C word, the D word, the E word, or the F word, you may just want to move on. Yes, there is an E word. No, I won't tell you what it is. Because you'll cry. Viewer discretion is advised. smile.gif


You posted a racist, offensive picture. You've now posted a video chuck full of curses. This forum is 13+. It doesn't matter if the offensive stuff you post is in your 'blog' or on another part of the forum. The blogs section is part of the forum as a whole, and so the forum rules also applies to them. Having a blog doesn't give you a carte blanche hand in posting. And you seem to believe that we have a personal vendetta against you. You give yourself WAY too much credit. You keep breaking forum rules, and so you invoke the penalties. As you've told me personally before, you don't like how we do things here, and so you were going to leave. So, considering you yourself said that, me now saying that if you don't like the forum rules then no one is forcing you to stay, isn't me or anyone else trying to run you off. Play by the forum rules and help keep things peaceful around here, or if you don't like it no one is forcing you to remain.

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Posted 28 August 2012 - 02:00 PM

QUOTE (Sakura Blossoms @ Aug 28 2012, 01:49 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
You posted a racist, offensive picture. You've now posted a video chuck full of curses. This forum is 13+. It doesn't matter if the offensive stuff you post is in your 'blog' or on another part of the forum. The blogs section is part of the forum as a whole, and so the forum rules also applies to them. Having a blog doesn't give you a carte blanche hand in posting. And you seem to believe that we have a personal vendetta against you. You give yourself WAY too much credit. You keep breaking forum rules, and so you invoke the penalties. As you've told me personally before, you don't like how we do things here, and so you were going to leave. So, considering you yourself said that, me now saying that if you don't like the forum rules then no one is forcing you to stay, isn't me or anyone else trying to run you off. Play by the forum rules and help keep things peaceful around here, or if you don't like it no one is forcing you to remain.


Your offense at the picture is ridiculous and seriously lacks a sense of humor. It is not racist, it is minimally offensive short of the swearing. Don't like the swearing? I suggest you comb through your members list and take a look at some of the signatures and pictures, because I've seen plenty that seem to pass under your radar. Yes, I do believe you have a personal vendetta against me, and rightfully so. It is currently impossible for me to post anything at all that is not either ignored outright or taken as combative simply because it does not fall in line with the same, tired NS arguments fit for bobble headed sheep, and is not laced with passive-aggressive emoticons.

Your "debate" threads are a joke, as are your cowardly "agree to disagree or we will close the thread" policies. Do you enjoy being the moderator to overly sensitive, single-minded children?

Edited by PachucoDesigns, 28 August 2012 - 02:03 PM.

On the morning of Wednesday, April 11th, 2012, my Aunt Karla passed away. She was my mother's baby sister, and my coolest aunt when I was a kid. She was the best babysitter ever, and she was like an older sister to me.

Karly, I don't know if you can hear this. I am not a believer, I haven't been since Sheryl died. But if you can, I want you to know that I'm truly sorry for everything bad I've ever said about you. When you were suffering, I should have been there to help you. I should have visited. I should have encouraged you to leave the house and get a job, to be active and alive the way you used to be.

I promise that I will do everything that I can to be successful and a good person, to make you proud the way you would have wanted me to. No matter what I said, I loved you. And I will always love you. Rest in Peace, you will never be forgotten.

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Posted 28 August 2012 - 05:03 PM

QUOTE (PachucoDesigns @ Aug 28 2012, 09:00 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Your offense at the picture is ridiculous and seriously lacks a sense of humor. It is not racist, it is minimally offensive short of the swearing. Don't like the swearing? I suggest you comb through your members list and take a look at some of the signatures and pictures, because I've seen plenty that seem to pass under your radar. Yes, I do believe you have a personal vendetta against me, and rightfully so. It is currently impossible for me to post anything at all that is not either ignored outright or taken as combative simply because it does not fall in line with the same, tired NS arguments fit for bobble headed sheep, and is not laced with passive-aggressive emoticons.

Your "debate" threads are a joke, as are your cowardly "agree to disagree or we will close the thread" policies. Do you enjoy being the moderator to overly sensitive, single-minded children?

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Posted 28 August 2012 - 05:24 PM

QUOTE (PachucoDesigns @ Aug 28 2012, 10:00 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Your "debate" threads are a joke, as are your cowardly "agree to disagree or we will close the thread" policies. Do you enjoy being the moderator to overly sensitive, single-minded children?

So, you now call the members of this forum single-minded children, call our highly popular debate threads a joke, and call the policies that have allowed this forum to flourish for 8 years cowardly? mellow.gif

Why are you on this forum, Pachuco? You're more than welcome to leave if you dislike us, our members, and our forum and its policies so much. Heaven and Earth has been doing well for the almost decade that we've been up. We aren't a cesspool like many other forums have become because of our policies. So, again if you don't like it please let us not stop you from leaving, and taking your constant disrespect and dislike of us and our members with you.


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Posted 28 August 2012 - 05:28 PM

The rules are in place for a reason. Sorry we don't have eyes in the back of our heads to see every signature. When we see it we'll change it. Others should pm us if they see a signature that we happen to miss and we'll sort it out. If you don't like our debate thread, then you don't have to post in it. It's that simple. You complain that we don't allow cussing or memes in threads but cussing can lead to offensive post and bashing and memes don't help the situation and is just trolling. If you don't like how we run the forum, then you can leave, join another forum where the rules fit your desire, OR you can keep breaking the rules here and eventually be permabanned. The choice is always yours- no one is making you stay, but if you keep disrupting this forum, you'll have no choice but to leave.

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Posted 28 August 2012 - 06:06 PM

QUOTE (Ani @ Aug 28 2012, 06:28 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
The rules are in place for a reason. Sorry we don't have eyes in the back of our heads to see every signature. When we see it we'll change it. Others should pm us if they see a signature that we happen to miss and we'll sort it out. If you don't like our debate thread, then you don't have to post in it. It's that simple. You complain that we don't allow cussing or memes in threads but cussing can lead to offensive post and bashing and memes don't help the situation and is just trolling. If you don't like how we run the forum, then you can leave, join another forum where the rules fit your desire, OR you can keep breaking the rules here and eventually be permabanned. The choice is always yours- no one is making you stay, but if you keep disrupting this forum, you'll have no choice but to leave.


You evidently don't have eyes on the front of your heads, either, as I see things happen here all the time that you constantly accuse me of, and they go completely ignored. I came here because I was invited here, and because I assumed that I would be among like-minded individuals. Instead, what I find are self-deluding fanatics who run and cry for the mods every time anyone says anything that does not fit into the "NS FTW, NH SMH" cookie cutter. I do not disturb these boards. As I said before, I simply articulate my thoughts clearly without passive-aggressive emoticons. Rest assured, I've pretty much seen the uselessness in "debating" with the vast majority of you. I don't intend to "disturb" your fan discussions any further.

Do not threaten me with being banned. Throwing your weight around toward me like that just proves my point, as does you looming here to try and lecture me. This place has the potential to be nice, but so far, it's proving to be nothing more than recycled mantras and circle jerks. And you can trust me when I say this: I am not the only member here who thinks so.

EDIT: And as a side note, I find it truly hilarious that this iblog is getting a lot more views now that I have the mods buckling down on me. lol

Edited by PachucoDesigns, 28 August 2012 - 06:13 PM.

On the morning of Wednesday, April 11th, 2012, my Aunt Karla passed away. She was my mother's baby sister, and my coolest aunt when I was a kid. She was the best babysitter ever, and she was like an older sister to me.

Karly, I don't know if you can hear this. I am not a believer, I haven't been since Sheryl died. But if you can, I want you to know that I'm truly sorry for everything bad I've ever said about you. When you were suffering, I should have been there to help you. I should have visited. I should have encouraged you to leave the house and get a job, to be active and alive the way you used to be.

I promise that I will do everything that I can to be successful and a good person, to make you proud the way you would have wanted me to. No matter what I said, I loved you. And I will always love you. Rest in Peace, you will never be forgotten.

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Posted 28 August 2012 - 08:12 PM

Pachuco,

I will only be posting this once, as you will always reject opinions that do not fit in with your mindset. You see yourself as the only person who is "right" in everything, and you seem to be incapable of giving an opinion that does not contain offensive or insulting language.

Needless, I have to say this. No-one is forcing you to stay. You say you were invited onto the forum by someone, but that does not mean you HAVE to stay. You see everyone else here as beneath you, and you cannot even say anything without insulting everyone else here:

QUOTE (PachucoDesigns @ Aug 28 2012, 07:06 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Instead, what I find are self-deluding fanatics who run and cry for the mods every time anyone says anything that does not fit into the "NS FTW, NH SMH" cookie cutter.


Wrong. There are plenty of opinions here. They are all human beings and not the one-dimensional fanatics you like to portray them as. Hell, we've had a lot of differences on the debate threads over all sorts of issues. The key difference is that they do not stoop to using insulting language like you do. They have some respect for each other, which you lack.

As you have said, you cannot find any like-minded individuals here. So, why not go off somewhere else that is more fitting for your needs? There are plenty of Naruto and animanga boards all over the internet for you to choose from.

Because you have yet again proven you cannot follow the Rules of Conduct, I am now giving you an official warning, which puts you on the brink of a one month ban. Any more attention-seeking rants about how you are "unfairly" targeted will see you kicked off for a month, as per the disciplinary process.

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Posted 28 August 2012 - 08:21 PM

QUOTE (PachucoDesigns @ Aug 28 2012, 02:06 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Do not threaten me with being banned. Throwing your weight around toward me like that just proves my point, as does you looming here to try and lecture me. This place has the potential to be nice, but so far, it's proving to be nothing more than recycled mantras and circle jerks. And you can trust me when I say this: I am not the only member here who thinks so.

EDIT: And as a side note, I find it truly hilarious that this iblog is getting a lot more views now that I have the mods buckling down on me. lol

Locked.

It's not a threat. At this point it's a given. You have zero respect, and as such are undeserving of a blog. Have a problem with it, use a PM.




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