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[Ex-psych75]

I'm so tired right now, uni midterms ahead ＿|￣|○

[StrawHatNaruto]

Exhausted, finals coming up.

[Tokura Misaki]

Depressed for coming back to school/that summer vacation is over. 

[PhantomCat]

Sweaty! Summer came to early for my taste.

[Beastbomb]

Excited, my team plays in regionals next week.

[CloudMountainJuror]

I'm kinda feeling a lot right now. This is going to be long:

Death scares the kitten out of me. I know that's common for everyone, but I've been really really fretting over it lately. The thought of just dying one day, of losing the ability to think, is kittening terrifying. I was raised Catholic, and most of those beliefs I held are now gone. There's only one I find myself clinging to, find myself trying to believe, and that's the idea of an afterlife. I cling to it because... if we do just die one day and that's it, there goes our ability to think and comprehend, forever... well, that just wrecks my enjoyment of life completely. I wouldn't be able to live with any joy whatsoever believing that my existence is absolutely meaningless, that it'll just fade to nothing one day. I've tried before, and that was when I felt the most miserable I ever have. 

I'll be honest, believing that there's an afterlife in the past did affect how I lived/felt. I felt happier, I enjoyed every second of my life more because I knew I wouldn't lose my ability to think. Now that it's in question, I feel meh. I have a limited enjoyment of anything and everything. When I tried believing that death was the end of everything, that I wouldn't be able to think anymore, I was literally waiting for time to pass because nothing mattered. Friends could be abandoned because they didn't matter. Trying to improve anyone else's life was pointless, improving humanity was pointless because we'd all lose our rational thought eventually, we'd all fade to nothing eventually and there'd be no point in trying to improve our lives. 

I don't know where I'm going with this. I just... I felt I needed to type it out. I don't know. I can't live without an afterlife. I need to find some proof of it, somewhere. Some solid ground for it. I need to.

Sorry for taking up so much space, this thread was just perfect for me to use right now..

[Pocky-chan]

Old... I feel really old....

 

Nostalgic might be the word...

 

Yep.... new faces, some familiar ... many are so.... let's say squishable, I want to squish everyone's face and coo over the fact that there are more members now than back in the day.

[PhantomCat]

Better then last week. There was no heatwave today.

[merryGOflava]

I'm kinda feeling a lot right now. This is going to be long:

Death scares the kitten out of me. I know that's common for everyone, but I've been really really fretting over it lately. The thought of just dying one day, of losing the ability to think, is kittening terrifying. I was raised Catholic, and most of those beliefs I held are now gone. There's only one I find myself clinging to, find myself trying to believe, and that's the idea of an afterlife. I cling to it because... if we do just die one day and that's it, there goes our ability to think and comprehend, forever... well, that just wrecks my enjoyment of life completely. I wouldn't be able to live with any joy whatsoever believing that my existence is absolutely meaningless, that it'll just fade to nothing one day. I've tried before, and that was when I felt the most miserable I ever have. 

I'll be honest, believing that there's an afterlife in the past did affect how I lived/felt. I felt happier, I enjoyed every second of my life more because I knew I wouldn't lose my ability to think. Now that it's in question, I feel meh. I have a limited enjoyment of anything and everything. When I tried believing that death was the end of everything, that I wouldn't be able to think anymore, I was literally waiting for time to pass because nothing mattered. Friends could be abandoned because they didn't matter. Trying to improve anyone else's life was pointless, improving humanity was pointless because we'd all lose our rational thought eventually, we'd all fade to nothing eventually and there'd be no point in trying to improve our lives. 

I don't know where I'm going with this. I just... I felt I needed to type it out. I don't know. I can't live without an afterlife. I need to find some proof of it, somewhere. Some solid ground for it. I need to.

Sorry for taking up so much space, this thread was just perfect for me to use right now..

 

I'm a Christian XD and dying one day doesn't scare me one bit (okay maybe a little but that's natural) 

the only thing that I don't want is to die young.....XD or from something really sucky....

 

but..yea believing in an afterlife like Heaven is just so calming and makes life worth living~ 

 

^_^  and it's something to look forward too~

Edited by merryGOflava, 05 June 2013 - 05:12 AM.

[Cupcake-chan]

I'm feeling proud. 

[Tokura Misaki]

Feeling nervous for business law recitation tomorrow! 

[Dragunov]

Trollish 

[Lid]

I feel a bit angry.

 

I can't stand people who leave their clothes in the washer/dryer in a complex 20-30 minutes after the cycle is over! Organize your time people!

[Rocket]

So fricken pissed off right now.

 

So I was meant to go out for dinner with my parents to celebrate their wedding anniversary AND get a good night's sleep, but nope, school decides to bless me with a major science assignment and an English essay today and make both due tomorrow.

 

Thanks school, for ruining my kittening day.

[Hanabi]

I'm kinda feeling a lot right now. This is going to be long:

Death scares the kitten out of me. I know that's common for everyone, but I've been really really fretting over it lately. The thought of just dying one day, of losing the ability to think, is kittening terrifying. I was raised Catholic, and most of those beliefs I held are now gone. There's only one I find myself clinging to, find myself trying to believe, and that's the idea of an afterlife. I cling to it because... if we do just die one day and that's it, there goes our ability to think and comprehend, forever... well, that just wrecks my enjoyment of life completely. I wouldn't be able to live with any joy whatsoever believing that my existence is absolutely meaningless, that it'll just fade to nothing one day. I've tried before, and that was when I felt the most miserable I ever have. 

I'll be honest, believing that there's an afterlife in the past did affect how I lived/felt. I felt happier, I enjoyed every second of my life more because I knew I wouldn't lose my ability to think. Now that it's in question, I feel meh. I have a limited enjoyment of anything and everything. When I tried believing that death was the end of everything, that I wouldn't be able to think anymore, I was literally waiting for time to pass because nothing mattered. Friends could be abandoned because they didn't matter. Trying to improve anyone else's life was pointless, improving humanity was pointless because we'd all lose our rational thought eventually, we'd all fade to nothing eventually and there'd be no point in trying to improve our lives. 

I don't know where I'm going with this. I just... I felt I needed to type it out. I don't know. I can't live without an afterlife. I need to find some proof of it, somewhere. Some solid ground for it. I need to.

Sorry for taking up so much space, this thread was just perfect for me to use right now..

 

Just follow this chart.. I used to share the exact same sentiments about death when I was a mere kid lol.

 

[narusakuforlife1667]

Bored lol

[BakeNeko-Chan]

Depressed. Just one of those days I guess.

[Ace of Circle]

Calmly on edge,and reflective.
I just read that and it barely makes sense.

[Gojira]

bored as hell. So bored I'm refreshing the homepage every few seconds waiting for some activity to happen.

[Konohakitten]

Mentally tired :/ both boys are sick and my hubby is working 12-16hr days 7 days a week, so it's just me on parenting duty.