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Kyrie

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24 February 2012 - 12:23 AM

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Hello! As obvious as it is, my name is Kyrie. You can also call me Kyrielle just because I think it sounds much cuter than the first one. These names are not my real name though. I am a girl and I am graduating this year. I am lazy and because of that I end up lurking most of the time.

I have been a member of this forum for a long time and its really safe to say that even after all those years, I still don't feel comfortable here. It's not H&E's or anybody else's fault though... I guess after all those stupid debates and stuff I somewhat lost interest with Narutoverse and all things associated with it. I do receive some updates from Naruto manga from time to time so I think I'm not on the brink of disliking or hating or forgetting this series yet.

I've been addicted to Naruto almost as long as I have been a member of this website (that's what I remember anyway) and it was also partly because of the H&E community in FF.net that I became more addicted with NaruSaku before.

So now years later, I am still holding on to NaruSaku. I don't hate/dislike NS. In fact everytime I read a manga or story, watch an anime or movie and listen to songs, I always find myself searching for NaruSaku-like moments. If I ever get a glimpse of seeing a NaruHina or SasuSaku similarities, I end up disliking the plot immediately. It was also because of the NS that I changed my ship in other fandoms: like IchiHime, I didn't dislike it before, I actually found it endearing with the way Orihime likes Ichigo.. but ever since I got more into NS, I disliked it.
And so I am still very much so addicted with Naruto and Sakura pairing, obsessed with it even.

I guess that's where the problem lies... and why I made this i-blog in the forum (given my laziness and unwillingness to update my blogs). To use this blog as a recorder of what I think about NaruSaku. I wish I can let go of my NaruSaku obsession one of these days. (Yes, I am one of those fans that would surely hate Naruto and curse Kishi to oblivion if it doesn't end as NS!) I hope that whatever Kishimoto plans for Naruto, I'd be able to accept it wholeheartedly and not end up like a rabid disappointed Narutofan.

I am still searching and trying to change this obsession(?) but one day... I sincerely hope that I'll be able to move forward and let go of NS finally. And when that time comes, I can say goodbye to this forum. smile.gif


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