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[candycane-chan]

you have a job interview
good luck with that and remember to tell us how it turns out.

[James S Cassidy]

you have a job interview
good luck with that and remember to tell us how it turns out.

It's not until 4:00, but I will let you know what happens afterwards.

25th times the charm, right? (No, literally, this i the 25th time I have applied for a job)

[candycane-chan]

It's not until 4:00, but I will let you know what happens afterwards.

25th times the charm, right? (No, literally, this i the 25th time I have applied for a job)

my time zone is different
Just have some faith and rub a rabbits' foot

[James S Cassidy]

I did not get the job TT_TT

[Toasty Warrior]

I always hate that when they pick someone less skilled that you for a job unless they had their reasons.

[James S Cassidy]

I always hate that when they pick someone less skilled that you for a job unless they had their reasons.

I wouldn't know if they picked someone less skilled or whatever because this was just a store job, but I still can't get a job.

[candycane-chan]

sorry you couldn't get he job
but there will be others

[narulsaku]

oh i am sorry that you couldnt get the job. i know you are a knowladeous man. and i am sure that you ll get a job.

[James S Cassidy]

Having problems today. Guess I am just a little antsy. Not really sure what is wrong.

song of the day 10/28
"Just like you imagined - Nine Inch Nails"

[candycane-chan]

What went wrong?

[James S Cassidy]

What went wrong?

Well, to be honest, my past keeps coming back to haunt me. People keep telling me to move on with my life and not live in my past, but it keeps coming back to me. It keeps reminding me that I have thought bent on bad emotions.

I wish I could tell you, but there were people who did such horrible things to me. Betrayed my entire trust in them and beat me up. They left me alone, confused, and humiliated. Although it is not as bad as say a rape victim (no offense to anyone. I know how bad that is), but if I have to say this this would be a close second. Every day these people walk on the streets living their lives like they've done nothing wrong. They've done plenty.

I spent the past year wondering if it si right to do damage to them. I have evidence against them that could ruin their lives forever, possibly even throw some of them in prison, but I can't. I can't because in reality if I do that I stand to lose more than they ever will and I will continue to lose.

[candycane-chan]

They say that time heals although I'm not really sure who "They" are
I can't really tell you to go and tell the truth because I don't know what the problem is , but I can understand the difficulity in forgetting about the problem when you were at the recieving end and they weren't.

You keep thinking about it because of the 'what if's ...I think
maybe you wonder how things would turn out if they were the ones at the recieving end this time.
I might have encouraged you about it since they were the ones who betrayed you ,but the fact that you'll recieve more damage stops me.As long as it'll hurt you then don't do it.

And sorry if I'm being nousy but by 'past keeps haunting me' do you mean that you can't forget about it or that some people are triggering your memories.

[James S Cassidy]

And sorry if I'm being nousy but by 'past keeps haunting me' do you mean that you can't forget about it or that some people are triggering your memories.

I can live and forget about them, but they keep pushing their influence back into my life cause they are starting to affect my other friends.

[narulsaku]

who are they,?what do they want . and why are they doing that.? whats wrong with them . just ignore them okey. let them do what they do . just keep distance and start a new life.

[candycane-chan]

/\ I agree
If by influencing your friend you mean turning them against you then they weren't good friends to begin with but if it's something else then I don't know what to say.

Anyway ..
how are you doing today? hope everything is better
okay I have a question for you ,who was your favorite teacher ever..and don't give me the " " look,beacuse I'm pretty sure that almost everyone has encountered once or twice a fun/cool teacher.

[James S Cassidy]

/\ I agree
If by influencing your friend you mean turning them against you then they weren't good friends to begin with but if it's something else then I don't know what to say.

Anyway ..
how are you doing today? hope everything is better
okay I have a question for you ,who was your favorite teacher ever..and don't give me the " " look,beacuse I'm pretty sure that almost everyone has encountered once or twice a fun/cool teacher.

No, not against me, but making them choose between me or them. They don't want to, but then the other guy start whining that they never hang out. They especially do this when I am having fun with them and they want to attract their attention.

They talk to me and tell me they don't want to pick sides and because I am nicer about it, they ask me if it is okay. A usual I am fine with it because they shouldn't have to be middle of this, but...I don't know. How long can this keep up?

My favorite teacher were always my art teachers.

[narulsaku]

hehe art teacher add me too then

[James S Cassidy]

Me this Halloween. V for Vendetta

[narulsaku]

happy halloween my friend.

[James S Cassidy]

If I could give just one piece of advice to someone it would be this: "Just keep breathing."

Only people who really understand can know what I mean by this. Keep breathing, because as long as you are alive, there is always a chance for happiness. Be happy with what you have, but don't be afraid to dream more. That is how we achieve true happiness. Respect those around you even if they don't respect you. Remember, you're the better person. It's not about finding respect in others, it is about respect in yourself. Love who you are because you should not bend yourself to pressure and mockery. Strength is not in power or religious reasoning. Strength is in getting no matter how hard you fall.