It's ok, I'm numb for any emotion for reasons... you know
It's good for you, your emotions at least given a spotlight, we, boys, place POAL on our shoulders just to win rivaly game, going through hell an back for a girl, just to win rivaly game and end up with person barely know anything about our dreams and life, aside of what she think she knows.
True. But at least you can find happiness. If we girls have our first loves be an abuser, then we're stuck.