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[James S Cassidy]

Oh, and I was kinda traumatized thinking that I would have to have sex with a dead girl. *shudders*

Well, a ghost girl. Look on the bright side, she can't get pregnant.

so what happen . you know if i would have that message i wouldnt have slept that night. seriously

She appeared in my closet. I made a dinner with candles, romantic music, and some delicious wine. I even got her some chocolate.

She ran away TT_TT

[T XD]

T XD: Heh, and what if I don't share my Nutella with you?

Well, let's see... How do you prefer to die ?

She appeared in my closet. I made a dinner with candles, romantic music, and some delicious wine. I even got her some chocolate.

She ran away TT_TT

You seem to have a thing for her James

[narulsaku]

Well, a ghost girl. Look on the bright side, she can't get pregnant.



She appeared in my closet. I made a dinner with candles, romantic music, and some delicious wine. I even got her some chocolate.

She ran away TT_TT

what chocolate and yet she ran away. you should take training man. go find her and try to impress her.

[James S Cassidy]

what chocolate and yet she ran away. you should take training man. go find her and try to impress her.

I figured she was allergic to chocolate. What girl doesn't like a candle light dinner?

[narulsaku]

hum what then you should offer some roses then and have a good date .

[James S Cassidy]

hum what then you should offer some roses then and have a good date .

lol I'll do that next time and see how that works.

[Shadow Wolf]

narulsaku: I apologize if it sounded like I'm scolding you or anything, so no need to apologize on that part. We all have to improve on something (heck, I make a lot of mistakes in English grammar) and I'm sure you'll improve on it.

James: Ehh... I don't know what to say. Free sex I guess?

T XD: Look for way to die #1 in the show "1000 Ways To Die".

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Waking up to the sound of Jackhammers and machines wreaking havoc in the street next to the apartment. Since they are so polite to wake me up, I'll also be polite and dedicate them a song:

[narulsaku]

i am sorry shadow . damn i am tring okey i ll improve in just 1 month. wait and see. and i would like to inform you that my real name is prem you can call me that. edit: :and yes you are right . so you dont need an apology

Edited by narulsaku, 24 October 2012 - 04:02 PM.

[Shadow Wolf]

i am sorry shadow . damn i am tring okey i ll improve in just 1 month. wait and see. and i would like to inform you that my real name is prem you can call me that. edit: :and yes you are right . so you dont need an apology

Again my friend, no need to apologize. I know you're doing your best, and that's what matters. Hehehe, you remind me of a friend who is also learning another language (in her case, Spanish). She also gives her best, so in a way, you two inspire me.

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Anyway, seeing as to how a big storm is coming, I'm not sure what the effects will be. So, in case something big happens and I lose communication with everyone for a while, I would like to leave a few words.

-First, I wish to say thanks to everyone who has been kind to me one way or another. If there's a reason as to why I can smile every now and then, it's because of those friends who gave their best to make me smile (so I know you might feel a bit embarrassed and all, but really: James, Konohakitten, DemonicxWings, naruisaku, T XD, thank you guys. If the Nutella survives after the storm, then I promise to share it with you guys).

-Second, I would like to apologize. Yeah, my friends usually tell me that I shouldn't apologize so much because my apologies may take less meaning over time, but even so, I don't know if I have hurt people with my words. I know my tongue well and I'm sure that I have hurt many people with my words. I wish I could say that it wasn't my intention, but sometimes, one gets carried away and do stupid things. So... I know I may not be able to take back what I said, but I can assure that I'm not happy about hurting others with my words. I lost communication with family members and friends because of this; and in a way, I have become scared of myself. Maybe that's why I have stopped all my general internet activity nowadays. But don't mind me. Just know that if someone felt offended by my words, then know that I'm sorry about that.

-Finally, well, take care people. To all the ones who live in the vicinity of the upcoming storm, make all the preps and stay safe. You're members of this forum so your friends want to see you again after this storm passes.

Well, take care people. Later!

Louis (Shadow Wolf)

[narulsaku]

hey hey luois. dont say like that you are scaring me. dont worry nothing will happen. i ll be here to get your next post. and you wrote naruisaku. its narulsaku. and my name is prem. so you can call me whatever you like. dont apology. and i know that you ll be fine. and i dont inspire you . you inspire me. as a good man. and god helps to every good man in this earth. good luck . post till you are unable to comunicate. i know that wont happen. i mean you wont loose comunicate. i ll pray near god to keep you safe. and good luck . you are a bomb.

[James S Cassidy]

You beat yourself up too much man. You didn't do anything wrong. Even if you did, it happens. If we were perfect, we wouldn't need to go through life worrying about whether or not we were wrong.

I think the most important thing is that you are satisfied with your life. That you did everything that you could and you made the best of it.

I am writing a book and if you wish you can read it.

Edited by James S Cassidy, 28 October 2012 - 07:53 PM.

[narulsaku]

hello shadow are you there. say something.

[Shadow Wolf]

hey hey luois. dont say like that you are scaring me. dont worry nothing will happen. i ll be here to get your next post. and you wrote naruisaku. its narulsaku. and my name is prem. so you can call me whatever you like. dont apology. and i know that you ll be fine. and i dont inspire you . you inspire me. as a good man. and god helps to every good man in this earth. good luck . post till you are unable to comunicate. i know that wont happen. i mean you wont loose comunicate. i ll pray near god to keep you safe. and good luck . you are a bomb.

hello shadow are you there. say something.

Momentai! Sorry if I made you worry narulsaku. In all honesty, I've been playing League of Legends a lot lately, so I haven't been on forums or anything like that for a while.

Oh, yeah, speaking about Sandy and stuff... Well, believe it or not, Reading wasn't really affected by Sandy. Sure, there was a lot of wind and rain every now and then, but apart from that, not much. Of course, I don't wish to say good things about it, since I know Sandy cause a lot of damage on other states.

Heheh, and finally, as for the username, my bad on that one. I'll fix it right away (though you misspelled my name too, so that makes us even -luois:Louis- )

You beat yourself up too much man. You didn't do anything wrong. Even if you did, it happens. If we were perfect, we wouldn't need to go through life worrying about whether or not we were wrong.

I think the most important thing is that you are satisfied with your life. That you did everything that you could and you made the best of it.

I am writing a book and if you wish you can read it.

Yeah, I guess so... I could say that it was because of my previous environment, but whenever happens that I did something wrong and for some reason I'm not able to fix it, I beat myself up a lot over it (emotionally I mean) because I think I deserve it (self-punishment or something like that). Like the song says: "Is no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy, 'cause every now and then I kick the living s*** out of me". Anyway, I don't wish to touch this topic right now.

As for the book, I'll be looking forward to it. ^^

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Sunday morning huh? Memories surround me again.



Louis (Shadow Wolf)

[narulsaku]

thank god you were okey. and you know in south east india we had got a storm named nilam. well i didnt get anything except raining with thunder heavily. as i live in east side. and more than 30 people are dead. man. and sorry louis. is that okey call me prem.

[James S Cassidy]

Yeah, I guess so... I could say that it was because of my previous environment, but whenever happens that I did something wrong and for some reason I'm not able to fix it, I beat myself up a lot over it (emotionally I mean) because I think I deserve it (self-punishment or something like that). Like the song says: "Is no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy, 'cause every now and then I kick the living s*** out of me". Anyway, I don't wish to touch this topic right now.

As for the book, I'll be looking forward to it. ^^

I can't say I am worried about you. Not because I don't care, but because I have every confidence in you that I know no bad will happen.

Ex Unitate Vires
From unity comes strength

Sunday morning huh? Memories surround me again.

Nice choice in music, but I think this is more appropriate.

Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather, still together when it ends

[Shadow Wolf]

thank god you were okey. and you know in south east india we had got a storm named nilam. well i didnt get anything except raining with thunder heavily. as i live in east side. and more than 30 people are dead. man. and sorry louis. is that okey call me prem.

Well, is good to know that you also survived a storm. But wow, more than 30 people dead... its sad to hear that. Again my friend, no need for apologies. I'm just trying to have a relaxed mood between us (hence why I used the tongue icon).

I can't say I am worried about you. Not because I don't care, but because I have every confidence in you that I know no bad will happen.

Ex Unitate Vires
From unity comes strength



Nice choice in music, but I think this is more appropriate.

Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather, still together when it ends

Thanks James! It kinda inspires me to see that my friends still have confidence in me.

And specifically, that's the song which brings me memories when I said "Sunday Morning". But again, I don't wish to dig further into this topic. I chose "This Love" not only because I haven't listened to it in quite a while, but because all of the songs that I like about Maroon 5 describe in one way or another what goes through my head (This Love, She Will Be Loved, Makes Me Wonder and Sunday Morning, to be specific).

[James S Cassidy]

Thanks James! It kinda inspires me to see that my friends still have confidence in me.

And specifically, that's the song which brings me memories when I said "Sunday Morning". But again, I don't wish to dig further into this topic. I chose "This Love" not only because I haven't listened to it in quite a while, but because all of the songs that I like about Maroon 5 describe in one way or another what goes through my head (This Love, She Will Be Loved, Makes Me Wonder and Sunday Morning, to be specific).

I've always had confidence in you, man. You can get through anything as long as you have faith in yourself. Strength is not in never feeling pain. Strength is in overcoming it.

I think Sunday is the response to it all to be honest. Since Sunday is the end of the week, Sunday morning basically says that this is the end of when the storm stops. The quote line is from the song and my favorite part. It basically says that no matter how bad the storm is, we sway with it and stay together when it ends.

[Shadow Wolf]

I've always had confidence in you, man. You can get through anything as long as you have faith in yourself. Strength is not in never feeling pain. Strength is in overcoming it.

I think Sunday is the response to it all to be honest. Since Sunday is the end of the week, Sunday morning basically says that this is the end of when the storm stops. The quote line is from the song and my favorite part. It basically says that no matter how bad the storm is, we sway with it and stay together when it ends.

Thanks man. I just hope things turn to the best in the end.

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Well, not much has happened in terms of routine, but there are some things which have changed. The first one is the fact that I finally have a job. I still need to get the hang of it (grabbing the slices of steak with two pair of gloves is a bit difficult), but I'm looking forward to it.

The second one is more of a meditation on a few things that I've been thinking about. However, I guess in the end, I just have to let it go, so I'll just try to forget the chills in my chest and the tears in my eyes.

Hopefully, Christmas is a month or so away, so there might be something to look for after all.

[James S Cassidy]

[T XD]

Hey Luis, how are you doing ?

T XD: Look for way to die #1 in the show "1000 Ways To Die".

If you want to, I'll help you out with it then
Though, I never watched the show but I see it on tv commercials...... and it looks boring but I'll see that way to die if you have requested it