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[James S Cassidy]

Sick again. Hate being sick. Was thinking about a few things today wondering what would be the best course of action. Got irritable yesterday for some unknown reason.

Song of the day 10/18
"Torpedo Boyz - Any Trash Professor Abacus?"

[James S Cassidy]

Today is a bad day. Not only is my bi-polar acting up again, but I am beginning to be paranoid.

It's just such a bad day. I had several nightmares last night that affected me a lot this morning. I got yelled at by my mom this morning because she says I am a lazy bum, but it's not my fault that no one is hiring. It's not my fault that I can't get a job when I have applied to over 20 places some even three times.

I got called racist today meanwhile they were saying stuff like "They only gave this to her cause she is black." How can you say stuff like that and yet call me racist? Then I get called thing by other people for no reason at all.

I feel like no matter what I do I am wrong, but whatever they do is never wrong. I don't know what to do. I am just...really stressed out today.

Song of the day 10/19
"Lies - Evanescence"

[KonaKonaFan]

What did you do that got you called racist?

[James S Cassidy]

What did you do that got you called racist?

I said that if I were a minority I could get welfare quite easily. I don't know what it is like in other states, but in some places that's how it works. I tried unemployment and welfare, but the state told me my mom makes too much money. I didn't know that making $60,000 a year is considered rich.

I am getting called a lot of things because people are so quick to judge. I got friends of every race, religion, and sexuality, but I am considered racist and anti-gay because I state a fact or make a joke that is barely even touches the subject.

This world is messed up and some people need to grow up.

A black guy called me a cracker once and told me to "Die, whitey." Is that not racist?

[T XD]

I said that if I were a minority I could get welfare quite easily. I don't know what it is like in other states, but in some places that's how it works. I tried unemployment and welfare, but the state told me my mom makes too much money. I didn't know that making $60,000 a year is considered rich.

I am getting called a lot of things because people are so quick to judge. I got friends of every race, religion, and sexuality, but I am considered racist and anti-gay because I state a fact or make a joke that is barely even touches the subject.

This world is messed up and some people need to grow up.

A black guy called me a cracker once and told me to "Die, whitey." Is that not racist?

Bolded, it concludes everything for what the world needs of fixing up.

[candycane-chan]

okay I don't know if I posted here before but let's assume that this is the first and you probably had this blog made from waaay back but since I'm slow I'll congratuate you now congratuations

so how's life and what do you usually talk about in a blog

Edited by candycane-chan, 21 October 2012 - 05:41 PM.

[James S Cassidy]

okay I don't know if I posted here before but let's assume that this is the first and you probably had this blog made from waaay back but since I'm slow I'll congratuate you now congratuations

so how's life and what do you usually talk about in a blog

Thanks. I've made this about 2 months ago I believe.

I talk about life situations form the major to the minor and I discuss them. I ant to better myself as a person each and everyday and hope to reflect some view onto the world and see how they reflect on others.

I also discuss music and my favorites with the song of the day.

[candycane-chan]

cool
So I read your preveius previes posts and apparently you had a tough day
It's fine I'm sure things will get better.
About the racist thing ,yeah they definetly had no right to say that. I can't say that understand the situation since these things barely happen where I live considering almost all of us are of the same race
mmm not helping

[James S Cassidy]

cool
So I read your preveius previes posts and apparently you had a tough day
It's fine I'm sure things will get better.
About the racist thing ,yeah they definetly had no right to say that. I can't say that understand the situation since these things barely happen where I live considering almost all of us are of the same race
mmm not helping

It's fine. Personally, I don't see skin color or sexual orientation. If you're an a-hole, you're an a-hole regardless of who or what you are.

I just can't stand it sometimes when people call me something I am not or don't know the truth.

[T XD]

It's fine. Personally, I don't see skin color or sexual orientation. If you're an a-hole, you're an a-hole regardless of who or what you are.

I just can't stand it sometimes when people call me something I am not or don't know the truth.

I think you know this but always keep you head up

[candycane-chan]

I think you know this but always keep you head up

agreed
Besides,I'm pretty sure said person forgot all about 2 minutes later on.So you don't have to think about it.

[James S Cassidy]

Thanks, guys. I'll keep that in mind.

Just taking life one day at a time...

Song of the day 10/22
"Ain't no place for a hero - The Heavy"

[James S Cassidy]

Alright, so went out to buy furniture today. Found a great set for $1200. Good buy for three pieces. Been playing Borderlands 2 a lot and been eagerly waiting for Halo 4.

Oh i just came up with a great idea for a Naruto music video centered around Obito. may try to put it into practice if I can get some help.

Edited by James S Cassidy, 22 October 2012 - 08:38 PM.

[Lucky Star]

Oh i just came up with a great idea for a Naruto music video centered around Obito. may try to put it into practice if I can get some help.

Hi So I sometimes read your blog but I guess this is my first post.

I always want to make amvs and I always imagine it literally second by second in my head but I never get to making them because I never have time and I don't know where to download episodes

So do you have a song in mind?

[James S Cassidy]

Hi So I sometimes read your blog but I guess this is my first post.

I always want to make amvs and I always imagine it literally second by second in my head but I never get to making them because I never have time and I don't know where to download episodes

So do you have a song in mind?

The sonng would be Linkin Park - The Catalyst.

I don't really want to use episodes that much, but I want to hand draw it. If I can make it just right, it would look good.

[narulsaku]

so james why were you asking about those people? i am still not sure why you were asking

[James S Cassidy]

so james why were you asking about those people? i am still not sure why you were asking

What people? You mean the Goans or the Jesuits?

[narulsaku]

What people? You mean the Goans or the Jesuits?

i dont know you were asking about jesuits

[James S Cassidy]

I already explained. So no worries.

[James S Cassidy]

Okay so I am doing the song of the day a little early because I want to put it now.

It is Frank Sinatra night.

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