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[James S Cassidy]

Scott, I'm really glad that you met her and loved each other and it's true that there's some people you meet in your life who will encourage you and will help you to be more successful in your life. I didn't experience the way you felt and being through in your life after the incident but sometimes, I think that what would happen to me if someone, a member of the family or a friend or an acquaintance, who I should protect had gone and it's a very terrible feeling.
But, you see, don't let the feeling of being alone get into you cause you have your life which you should hold on to and there's nothing more important than your life and how you live it.

Everyone of us has hard times in our lives that could last for ever and aches our heart but you're never alone even if you had someone to be with cause these persons will always be with you in every step you take, and will protect you. And I say this cause I always have the feeling that the their love are always with us.

While I thank you for your great words of encouragement, I want to let everyone know that I am fine. I have made my peace with this a long time ago and I am okay. I do wish to always remember her and celebrate her because she is the one who ha changed me.

She encourages me everyday and every time I wear this ring, if feels as though she is always with me. Whenever I come across a situation where I am lost, I always ask her to guide me and she has not let me down yet. Although I have let myself down quite a few times..

You are right, T XD that their love will always guide and protect us everyday. That is also what I think god is. He is not boos or churches or avoiding sin. God is Love. Love is a part of life.

[T XD]

Call me Tala, it's my name XD

[James S Cassidy]

Call me Tala, it's my name XD

Okay, Billy.....just kidding, Tala.

Edited by James S Cassidy, 01 October 2012 - 07:54 PM.

[T XD]

You almost got me there...... kidding

[James S Cassidy]

Did you know I share the same name with Cyclops from X-Men?

Song of the day. 10/3
"Imma Beast - Hollywood Cole"

[T XD]

You mean my name ? That's cool XD

[James S Cassidy]

You mean my name ? That's cool XD

No, I mean my name. Scott Summers.

[T XD]

No, I mean my name. Scott Summers.

Ow, sorry
That's cool too Don't you feel happy when you're name is being mentioned in a movie or a series ? XD

[James S Cassidy]

Ow, sorry
That's cool too Don't you feel happy when you're name is being mentioned in a movie or a series ? XD

It got me a cool nickname in High School, I used to be called "Cykes"

[T XD]

It got me a cool nickname in High School, I used to be called "Cykes"

Yeah, it's pretty cool this nickname XD
Funny how sometimes people could come up with a good nickname that is likeable for someone to hear it

[Toasty Warrior]

I've had many nicknames over the years myself, but it seems like my nickname everyone calls me on Heaven and Earth is sticking quite well.

[James S Cassidy]

Just tried a bit of stand up for the fun of it and well it went as bad as it could.

Seems I said a few gay jokes that weren't even really bashing and yet people took great offense to this. Yet the comedian after me said an even worse joke and they laughed their asses off.

My joke: "You know you're gay when you can put a lisp on the word "crackers." Some say they are straight, some say they are Gay, some say they are Bi. I say I am Tri. Means I will try anything once."

His joke: "I am so gay, I can't even see straight. I remember getting a 7.5 inch on my anal scale. I loved it. There was an earthquake in my pants that night."

How is this fair? Because he is gay and I am not? Look, I don't mind gay people. In fact, I support gay marriage and have many gay friends. I was even at my gay friend's wedding. I hate this double standard world sometimes. I can't make fun of gay people, but they can make fun of me. I can't make fun of black people, but they can make fun of me.

I think this is especially true when the jokes are not even really that hateful. I have even told my joke to gay friend and they laughed their ass off. So who is offended? I think some people need to lighten up in the world because I am sick of always playing this "political correctness" crap.

I am a strong believer that everyone is equal. That means I think it is fair to make fun of anyone of anything.

My friend Taylor said it best
"Don't take life so seriously, you'll never get out of it alive."

[Shadow Wolf]

I hate this double standard world sometimes.

^ this. In almost every aspect of life if you ask me.

[Toasty Warrior]

I know the feeling all too well James.

[James S Cassidy]

Got drunk and vomited this morning. Gross.

Did you know hangovers are God's way of saying "Dude, you were awesome last night."

Song of the day October 9
"Imma Beat - Hollywood Cole"

[James S Cassidy]

Been playing with the Mecronancer in Borderlands 2. Gaige is a pure rape stick. She is kind of broken full powered up, but very fun.

Sent a package to a friend of mine. She has been feeling crummy lately. I hope she enjoys it.

Song of the day 10/11
"Look through my eyes - Phil Collins/Everlife"

Edited by James S Cassidy, 11 October 2012 - 06:23 PM.

[CloudMountainJuror]

Sorry for kinda dropping out of the conversation pages ago, the blog just advanced too fast for me and I got totally lost.

[James S Cassidy]

No worries.

[James S Cassidy]

I was asked today what song would bet decribe my teenage years.

After thinking about it, I would say this song. Smells like Teen Spirit by Nirvana.

Just this once I am gonna break down the song and what it means to me.

Load up on guns and bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over-bored and self-assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word


This basically talks about my own hobbies and me growing up in general. Might also represent pretending to be something I am not and "pretending" in life. The talks of a girl about being bored and self-assured would represent my frustrations with girls in high school. With me going through puberty and girl problems. When I get rejected and call her a "b*tch." (I know a dirty word "for her")


Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

I consider this just being random in my youth.

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

I consider this me playing stupid. You know, if I act stupid (lights out) I can get away with doing stupid stuff (less dangerous.) This also combined with me being ADHD (not really just act ADHD) and not wanting to be bored. Feeling stupid makes others act stupid too.

A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido
Yeah, hey, yay

Again, another random outburst where I randomly name things that rhyme.


I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end

I suck at being stupid and "bad," but I guess that is a blessing in a gift. It also talks about my friends and how we always stick together.

And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it's hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind

I have no clue how this might represent me. Perhaps it is my sex life or just me questioning my existence. It's hard for me to find satisfaction and be frustrated, but whatever....nevermind. Let's party.

A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial

Ah High School. Such a denial.

SOTD 10/12

Edited by James S Cassidy, 13 October 2012 - 12:58 AM.

[James S Cassidy]

5 more job applied to. None of them hire me. This is terrible.

Song of the day 10/16
"Losing my Religion - REM"