Haha. Guys are hard to figure out. Or maybe we just overthink things. IDK. lol
My crush used to go to a Bible study I went to a couple years back, and at the time he sang in the praise band (yeah, it was more like a church service than a Bible study)...I'd hide behind somebody because I couldn't stop staring at him during worship. I was afraid he'd notice, plus it was just pretty distracting. lol I'd stare at him whenever he was in sight, too, and I'd be like "stop staring! you're going to creep him ou--oh no, he's looking this way, act casual!!".
When I bought the plants from him, too, he gave me his number if I needed help transplanting them. But you know something--you do not give Collie Awkward-as-Crap Quest your number, especially if she liiiiiikes you. I'm already super awkward on the phone, and then you add a crush into the mix, it's just crazy awkward.
Sometimes I wonder if he ever caught onto my crush on him, even though I never said anything about it and tried not to show it. Because he seemed to distance himself at some point, and it made me wonder if I creeped him out by accident. But it might have just been me, I overthink these things and have always been afraid of being misunderstood.
Anywho, got over him after a while, and then of course when I found out he had gotten into a relationship I let go completely.
Edited by questdrivencollie, 09 April 2015 - 05:01 AM.