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[MangaReader]

That's pretty funny... I don't have a joke to tell at the moment though XD

[James S Cassidy]

That's pretty funny... I don't have a joke to tell at the moment though XD

 

Thanks. I thought a joke would break the tension just a little.

[MangaReader]

Jokes are always good to tell... unless their, well...yeah XD

[James S Cassidy]

This world will never be what I expect it...and if I don't belong...

[James S Cassidy]

[James S Cassidy]

Remember when I was looking for that Japanese band? I finally found it.

 

 

To those wondering where I have been. Well it's a long story. I had a nervous breakdown. How you may ask. Well, that's an even more complicated story. When you live in a world where everyone feels like the bully, you tend to feel so insignificant. This world that expects so much from you and yet yells at you when you do play by it's rules. People might say "that's life," but honestly, that sucks. That really means life is as unforgiving and mean and childish. It means that adults don't really know anything about anything and in reality have no idea how truly the world SHOULD work. Instead, they rather line their own pockets and control you like a puppet.

 

Look at the American government for example. I love America, but our government really sucks. They never do anything for the people anymore. Adult who tell you not to lie and yet lie to you anyway. If growing up means having to live in a world where you can't trust anyone, everyone lies, and the whole world is cynical then maybe this world is destined for self-destruction. It;s like in zombie movies when you some how ask yourself "Who are the real monsters?"

 

Anyway, long story short, I lost my way and understanding of things. I still can't seem to grasp why it feels like adults are just...making the situation worse...not better. One benefit to being a child is that ideas tend to change as you grow. Your imagination is grand to the point that you even believe superheroes exist. Sadly, adult try to be more "real" about it and think bad guys always win. To be honest, they win because you let them win.

 

I am still going on tangents, aren't I? I guess I just lost it because I couldn't understand how some can be so cold. How some want something to go a certain way and then get upset when they get exactly what they want. Or even worse when they tell you to be yourself, but then turn around and hate when you are not what they want yourself to be. How at times when I get told that I should never lie, but government officials and job bosses lie to every day.

Even here I sometimes see abuse of power yet I can't say nothing because everyone is too scared or believe we should just thank them and disregard the corruption from time to time.

 

I don't know. I guess feel like this world is getting too much to handle. When do things start to become better?

Edited by James S Cassidy, 19 October 2013 - 12:08 PM.

[James S Cassidy]

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you

Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you

These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And all I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'

And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Hurry I'm fallin'

And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Hurry I'm fallin'

Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

 

Edited by James S Cassidy, 22 October 2013 - 04:35 PM.

[James S Cassidy]

[James S Cassidy]

[James S Cassidy]

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

[James S Cassidy]

Am I trying too hard or not trying hard enough?

[James S Cassidy]

I think I finally understand....

 

Let's start over,
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over,
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin' me, but you're the only one,
It's not over.

Edited by James S Cassidy, 25 October 2013 - 10:58 AM.

[MangaReader]

Should I post this here? (I cannot blame you if you want me to delete it....)

 

http://www.youtube.c...h?v=nX1VeFBo9AQ (yeah, forgot how to post the direct video)

 

This song reminds me of my life and sorta reminded me of what you've told me...

 

Oh yeah, I've wanted to go on Skype, but low and behold I forgot my password (somehow I got logged out) and I've been too lazy to change it

Edited by MangaReader, 31 October 2013 - 04:00 AM.

[James S Cassidy]

Should I post this here? (I cannot blame you if you want me to delete it....)

 

http://www.youtube.c...h?v=nX1VeFBo9AQ (yeah, forgot how to post the direct video)

 

This song reminds me of my life and sorta reminded me of what you've told me...

 

Oh yeah, I've wanted to go on Skype, but low and behold I forgot my password (somehow I got logged out) and I've been too lazy to change it

 

lol Well thanks for the song. It's a good song witha  good meaning behind it.

 

In other news: I found out I was robbed some time ago and didn't even know it. I had $150 of coins in my car and someone took them within the week. I don't know how they got into my car, but my car must have been left unlocked seeing how none of the windows were broken. I think my brother either took my car somewhere or he left which means someone so desperate decided to steal the coins for themselves.

 

Are we really in such a desperate time that we end up stealing simple change from people?

[MangaReader]

Sweet relief...sorta XD

 

Song still is the story of my life :|

 

Are we really in such a desperate time that we end up stealing simple change from people?

The unfortunate answer is yes... people will steal whatever then can if it's worth value, even simple change

[James S Cassidy]

Someday some how I'm gonna make it alright, but not right now...

 

[James S Cassidy]

What is happiness, but dreams till they all come true.

[MangaReader]

Despite my shortcomings, I'd like to think of myself as a very cheerful guy :)

[James S Cassidy]

Despite my shortcomings, I'd like to think of myself as a very cheerful guy :)

 

Remember that you can be whatever you see yourself as. No one can tell you who you are and if you want to better yourself in anyway that you feel needs improvement, then all you have to do is believe you can improve upon it.

Edited by James S Cassidy, 04 November 2013 - 08:37 PM.

[MangaReader]

 

Remember that you can be whatever you see yourself as. No one can tell you who you are and if you want to better yourself in anyway that you feel needs improvement, then all you have to do is believe you can improve upon it.

Well I doubt myself on many occasion's and it's not because of what people tell me....