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[James S Cassidy]

My grandmother is the biggest hassle in the world. She is always escaping the house, breaking into people's homes, and screams at people that they are trying to kill her or steal her stuff. We have tried everything we can think of, but thanks to Obama and his medical "ideas" she can't get any help what so ever. The only place she can go is a mental institution which is not good care at all. They just strap you to the bed.

My family is stressed out to all hell cause me and my mom can not get a job and her principle is a complete A-hole. He is a bad person who has been ruining her life career wise.

I am getting looked down by my family for the way I "handle" my grandmother because she call it abuse, but all I do is literally pick her up and put her back into the house. Yet, they can't even handle her.

Stress happens everyday and not only that, but because of my stress I am starting to snap at my friends.

[MangaReader]

So I'm assuming a home is too much or something... My moms mom has alzheimer's as does her uncle, so uhh, yeah. Neither of them live with us, but I know somewhat of what your going through since our relatives update us so often

Edited by MangaReader, 26 July 2013 - 11:01 PM.

[James S Cassidy]

I am in one of those moods at the moment. It sucks when I feel like this yet at times I can't escape it.

Edited by James S Cassidy, 02 August 2013 - 01:24 AM.

[James S Cassidy]

It may sound absurd... but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed... but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

[James S Cassidy]

Woke up feeling like the world is too heavy

[James S Cassidy]

This is a beautiful song

[James S Cassidy]

Been working on my novels lately. Also been playing league a lot. Had a nervous breakdown yesterday for no real reason. Some people think it was because of lack of sleep or stress. I am not sure. For some reason, I just broke down. I wanted to be alone with my work, but my family kept bugging.

Also been very busy trying to give people attention, but it is hard. When so many want your attention alone and you can only give them so much of your time to them.

[MangaReader]

Heh...funny thing about family members ^^; You want them to leave you alone, they won't stop bothering you. When you want their attention, their never around or not attentive. Can't leave with them, can't live without them. Funny stuff this thing we call life ain't it?

 

Nothing wrong with a break down, sometimes the challenges you face are just too stressful. And it makes even more sense that you'd want your alone time. In that regards, hope better things come your way for a while 

[James S Cassidy]

Heh...funny thing about family members ^^; You want them to leave you alone, they won't stop bothering you. When you want their attention, their never around or not attentive. Can't leave with them, can't live without them. Funny stuff this thing we call life ain't it?

 

Nothing wrong with a break down, sometimes the challenges you face are just too stressful. And it makes even more sense that you'd want your alone time. In that regards, hope better things come your way for a while 

The irony of my family. If you want to be alone, they make every damn sure that you aren't. When you're stressed out, they create more by yelling at you and tell you things like "You have no right to be stressed out. What can you possibly be stressed out about?"

[MangaReader]

Well my mom seems to think that all it takes to solve my problems is yelling at me... a lot.

[James S Cassidy]

Well my mom seems to think that all it takes to solve my problems is yelling at me... a lot.

QFT

[MangaReader]

Yeah...you know...I say something that she doesn't agree with, I get a list of people who do like such things and then told that I am horrible son because I have no right to complain. Yeah okay mom, I guess I'm the defective child (actually an adult) because I don't like everything you do. Oh yeah, everyone else simply loves their parents and are respectful to them, because I've been to their house and they were angels.

 

Sorry if I'm venting in your blog...but she wonders why I'm always angry. If I'm not allowed an opinion at home (because I don't pay or work) then what good is my opinion anywhere else? Ugh, this just sounds all depressing, which I don't want to cause ^^;

[James S Cassidy]

Yeah...you know...I say something that she doesn't agree with, I get a list of people who do like such things and then told that I am horrible son because I have no right to complain. Yeah okay mom, I guess I'm the defective child (actually an adult) because I don't like everything you do. Oh yeah, everyone else simply loves their parents and are respectful to them, because I've been to their house and they were angels.

 

Sorry if I'm venting in your blog...but she wonders why I'm always angry. If I'm not allowed an opinion at home (because I don't pay or work) then what good is my opinion anywhere else? Ugh, this just sounds all depressing, which I don't want to cause ^^;

 

It's okay, bro.

I feel the same way. It feels like I am always the wrong one and I can't do anything right even when it was their fault or matters of circumstance despite everything I could do.
 

[MangaReader]

 

It's okay, bro.

I feel the same way. It feels like I am always the wrong one and I can't do anything right even when it was their fault or matters of circumstance despite everything I could do.
 

I don't let it get to me for long... It sucks, but I just keep trudging forward

[James S Cassidy]

Cannot WAIT for Saints Row IV

[James S Cassidy]

If you love someone, you're willing to do anything for them. Encourage them when they are down, laugh with them when they smile, and know exactly when they need someone to cheer them up. You will love them no matter what happens....even when they don't know you even exist.

[MangaReader]

Know that feeling entirely...though it was more they didn't know my feelings for them, because I suck at expressing them. I act like a kittening moron around people that I like. Or it could just be I hate rejections. I only got rejected once (I just asked her to Homecoming), but it was someone I had genuine feelings for, after which she barely ever talked to me again. I regrettably still have feelings for this person even though she lied to me.

[James S Cassidy]

Know that feeling entirely...though it was more they didn't know my feelings for them, because I suck at expressing them. I act like a kittening moron around people that I like. Or it could just be I hate rejections. I only got rejected once (I just asked her to Homecoming), but it was someone I had genuine feelings for, after which she barely ever talked to me again. I regrettably still have feelings for this person even though she lied to me.

Oh well, then you must really love me then XDD I am just kidding. lol Having a laugh. Anyway, yeah. We will get our time in the sun.

[MangaReader]

More to my story that I forgot, we go to different Colleges so I'll likely never see her again. Good thing I don't regret anything

Oh well, then you must really love me then XDD I am just kidding. lol Having a laugh. Anyway, yeah. We will get our time in the sun.

I guess we could just look back and laugh at it all 

Edited by MangaReader, 26 August 2013 - 04:59 PM.

[Shadow Wolf]

For no matter how many bullets we take, we will remain strong. If the road is tough, then it probably means that we're in the right direction.