Do u all remember the friends of mine whom i talked about was hardcore NS shippers becoz they believed in logic,development,structure and truth.They never went for a pairing without these and they shipped NS from beginning,even at times like 615 they were solid compared to me who believed it was over then.
BUT all of them stopped shipping on 693,they clearly explained to me why they believed this is not gonna end well but biggest DISASTER ever seen in fiction or anything.
Me the biggest fool and loser went with the raws and tried explaining and convincing them but none of them was buying anything i told them and they said that they have left for good and pls don't go back to them if i wanted to talk about this.They dropped this garbage manga and continued their lives.
Since they cared deeply for me they tried their best to warn me as well as convince me to drop this garbage forever and go with them,I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO THEM then this wouldn't had happen to me now.
Now i don't want to turn on my computer,i hate it.Not only that my mails,accounts,forum accounts,tumblr absolutely everything is being bombarded with NH and SS fans sending me insult and loser messages.They are even telling me to go kill myself.
I would have had no problem with those messages if there was no right on my side ie i shipped a troll pairing/one that has poor development/no logic like that but this is not that.I was cheated and that makes it twice as painful.
Now i can't face those friends of mine anymore.they warned me and tried so hard to get me out of this and NH/SS fans in my college who has literally made me the laughing stock of a pathetic being in my college now.
You all know how bad making fun of a person in a college could turn out so imagine if a case like this got produced,this has exponentially increased it to levels u can't imagine.
U want to hear a funny thing I dropped this garbage long time ago even before my friends dropped at 693,exactly when tobi was revealed i dropped this garbage,but decided to read on only to see NS in the end,just for the sake of NS
i even wanted to drop it after pain arc but somehow read on till tobi was revealed for timepass,already with each chapter after pain this was starting to get to my nerves.
I can't get rid of this pain,i can't forget it,its too much.I have seen plently of anime and manga as well as faced pain when my shipping didn't happen but i never faced such a cheating before.