What Are You Feeling Right Now?
#4701
Posted 31 May 2013 - 01:54 AM
#4702
Posted 01 June 2013 - 01:01 PM
Depressed for coming back to school/that summer vacation is over.
#4703
Posted 02 June 2013 - 04:46 AM
Sweaty! Summer came to early for my taste.
#4704
Posted 02 June 2013 - 04:48 AM
#4705
Posted 02 June 2013 - 05:13 AM
Death scares the kitten out of me. I know that's common for everyone, but I've been really really fretting over it lately. The thought of just dying one day, of losing the ability to think, is kittening terrifying. I was raised Catholic, and most of those beliefs I held are now gone. There's only one I find myself clinging to, find myself trying to believe, and that's the idea of an afterlife. I cling to it because... if we do just die one day and that's it, there goes our ability to think and comprehend, forever... well, that just wrecks my enjoyment of life completely. I wouldn't be able to live with any joy whatsoever believing that my existence is absolutely meaningless, that it'll just fade to nothing one day. I've tried before, and that was when I felt the most miserable I ever have.
I'll be honest, believing that there's an afterlife in the past did affect how I lived/felt. I felt happier, I enjoyed every second of my life more because I knew I wouldn't lose my ability to think. Now that it's in question, I feel meh. I have a limited enjoyment of anything and everything. When I tried believing that death was the end of everything, that I wouldn't be able to think anymore, I was literally waiting for time to pass because nothing mattered. Friends could be abandoned because they didn't matter. Trying to improve anyone else's life was pointless, improving humanity was pointless because we'd all lose our rational thought eventually, we'd all fade to nothing eventually and there'd be no point in trying to improve our lives.
I don't know where I'm going with this. I just... I felt I needed to type it out. I don't know. I can't live without an afterlife. I need to find some proof of it, somewhere. Some solid ground for it. I need to.
Sorry for taking up so much space, this thread was just perfect for me to use right now..
"The time has come at last for you to learn everything . . .
Fare thee well, Albert, my friend."
#4706
Posted 05 June 2013 - 04:25 AM
Old... I feel really old....
Nostalgic might be the word...
Yep.... new faces, some familiar ... many are so.... let's say squishable, I want to squish everyone's face and coo over the fact that there are more members now than back in the day.
#4707
Posted 05 June 2013 - 04:46 AM
Better then last week. There was no heatwave today.
#4708
Posted 05 June 2013 - 05:11 AM
I'm kinda feeling a lot right now. This is going to be long:
Death scares the kitten out of me. I know that's common for everyone, but I've been really really fretting over it lately. The thought of just dying one day, of losing the ability to think, is kittening terrifying. I was raised Catholic, and most of those beliefs I held are now gone. There's only one I find myself clinging to, find myself trying to believe, and that's the idea of an afterlife. I cling to it because... if we do just die one day and that's it, there goes our ability to think and comprehend, forever... well, that just wrecks my enjoyment of life completely. I wouldn't be able to live with any joy whatsoever believing that my existence is absolutely meaningless, that it'll just fade to nothing one day. I've tried before, and that was when I felt the most miserable I ever have.
I'll be honest, believing that there's an afterlife in the past did affect how I lived/felt. I felt happier, I enjoyed every second of my life more because I knew I wouldn't lose my ability to think. Now that it's in question, I feel meh. I have a limited enjoyment of anything and everything. When I tried believing that death was the end of everything, that I wouldn't be able to think anymore, I was literally waiting for time to pass because nothing mattered. Friends could be abandoned because they didn't matter. Trying to improve anyone else's life was pointless, improving humanity was pointless because we'd all lose our rational thought eventually, we'd all fade to nothing eventually and there'd be no point in trying to improve our lives.
I don't know where I'm going with this. I just... I felt I needed to type it out. I don't know. I can't live without an afterlife. I need to find some proof of it, somewhere. Some solid ground for it. I need to.
Sorry for taking up so much space, this thread was just perfect for me to use right now..
I'm a Christian XD and dying one day doesn't scare me one bit (okay maybe a little but that's natural)
the only thing that I don't want is to die young.....XD or from something really sucky....
but..yea believing in an afterlife like Heaven is just so calming and makes life worth living~
^_^ and it's something to look forward too~
Edited by merryGOflava, 05 June 2013 - 05:12 AM.
#4710
Posted 23 June 2013 - 08:31 AM
Feeling nervous for business law recitation tomorrow!
#4711
Posted 23 June 2013 - 10:00 AM
Trollish
#4712
Posted 24 June 2013 - 10:51 PM
I feel a bit angry.
I can't stand people who leave their clothes in the washer/dryer in a complex 20-30 minutes after the cycle is over! Organize your time people!
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#4713
Posted 25 June 2013 - 06:56 AM
So fricken pissed off right now.
So I was meant to go out for dinner with my parents to celebrate their wedding anniversary AND get a good night's sleep, but nope, school decides to bless me with a major science assignment and an English essay today and make both due tomorrow.
Thanks school, for ruining my kittening day.
#4714
Posted 06 August 2013 - 11:37 AM
I'm kinda feeling a lot right now. This is going to be long:
Death scares the kitten out of me. I know that's common for everyone, but I've been really really fretting over it lately. The thought of just dying one day, of losing the ability to think, is kittening terrifying. I was raised Catholic, and most of those beliefs I held are now gone. There's only one I find myself clinging to, find myself trying to believe, and that's the idea of an afterlife. I cling to it because... if we do just die one day and that's it, there goes our ability to think and comprehend, forever... well, that just wrecks my enjoyment of life completely. I wouldn't be able to live with any joy whatsoever believing that my existence is absolutely meaningless, that it'll just fade to nothing one day. I've tried before, and that was when I felt the most miserable I ever have.
I'll be honest, believing that there's an afterlife in the past did affect how I lived/felt. I felt happier, I enjoyed every second of my life more because I knew I wouldn't lose my ability to think. Now that it's in question, I feel meh. I have a limited enjoyment of anything and everything. When I tried believing that death was the end of everything, that I wouldn't be able to think anymore, I was literally waiting for time to pass because nothing mattered. Friends could be abandoned because they didn't matter. Trying to improve anyone else's life was pointless, improving humanity was pointless because we'd all lose our rational thought eventually, we'd all fade to nothing eventually and there'd be no point in trying to improve our lives.
I don't know where I'm going with this. I just... I felt I needed to type it out. I don't know. I can't live without an afterlife. I need to find some proof of it, somewhere. Some solid ground for it. I need to.
Sorry for taking up so much space, this thread was just perfect for me to use right now..
Just follow this chart.. I used to share the exact same sentiments about death when I was a mere kid lol.
I can't even say good bye to you for the last time
I'm sorry
#4715
Posted 20 September 2013 - 04:06 AM
Bored lol
#4716
Posted 17 November 2013 - 07:06 PM
Depressed. Just one of those days I guess.
#4717
Posted 28 April 2014 - 05:02 AM
I just read that and it barely makes sense.
Life goes on whether you choose to move on and take a chance in the unknown.
Or stay behind, locked in the past, thinking of what could have been.
Ace
#4718
Posted 28 April 2014 - 05:51 AM
#4719
Posted 28 April 2014 - 06:18 AM
Mentally tired :/ both boys are sick and my hubby is working 12-16hr days 7 days a week, so it's just me on parenting duty.
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