I'll take a different approach. I wrote a song about NS. I wrote this towards the end of October when stuff about "The Last" started really heating up and people started loosing hope, but we still had reasons to believe that NS would be endgame. So I wrote this while all of that was happening and finished it two days before 698 came out. I have the music and everything, but it's not properly recorded. It's got a Taking Back Sunday/kind of old school Coheed and Cambria vibe to it. At least that's how my friends have described it. Here it is:
You’ve got this idea in your head
That you’re not too pretty cause of your hair
And you’re all alone, what are you gonna do?
I’ve got this image in my head
There’s no one left
But I saw you, your back turned to me
Just hang on, I’ve got a lot of things to say
And we we’re at that age where
We we’re just looking for attention
I'm going after you and...
You're going after to him
Well, I did my best to keep him from leaving
Because in loving you, I...
I loved your world
I understand and I always knew this was what you wanted
But I’m still smiling for you
If they say we’re heaven and earth
Then we’ve gotta be star crossed for what it’s worth
Remember, I promised you everything you lost
And if that means it’s over, but if it means your happy
Then that’s just fine, that’s just fine
If I didn’t love you, I’d refuse for you to leave
So if we’re not meant, where ever you go
I hope you know, you’ll be my everything
Your green eyes haven’t changed
And I still
Melt from head to toe
But I wonder if maybe
Something’s new with you, you said
You don’t want to lose me too
But I know there’s more
I can feel it in my throat
“Listen well, will you marry me? And are you well in the suffering?”
And you always say
You can only do the smallest things for me
So what? Who cares?
You know that’s all that matters
I know you still don’t know who’s worth holding
And I’m still here waiting for something in the air to change
You know I could never tell her anyway
If I can’t keep my promises, then there’s no point
But I think she already knows, she knows
You followed me for miles
And you can’t get the words out
If they say we’re heaven and earth
Then we’ve gotta be star crossed for what it’s worth
Remember, I promised you everything you lost
And if that means it’s over, but if it means your happy
Then that’s just fine, that’s just fine
If I didn’t love you, I’d refuse for you to leave
So if we’re not meant, where ever you go
I hope you know, you’ll be my everything
Oh, I can’t believe you when you say those three words
Don’t expect me to think that you turned everything right around
I said, “I hate people who lie to themselves,”
But I don’t hate you
No, I don't
But how you can you love someone who’s killing you?
You let it happen and you don’t move on
While I’ve always been here shouldering your load
Someday, you’ll have to choose
And until I can tell you everything that’s built up in my chest
I’ll keep watching
If they say we’re heaven and earth
Then we’ve gotta be star crossed for what it’s worth
Remember, I promised you everything you lost
And if that means it’s over, but if it means your happy
Then that’s just fine, that’s just fine
If I didn’t love you, I’d refuse for you to leave
So if we’re not meant, where ever you go
I hope you know, you’ll be my everything