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[Sakura Blossoms]

Thanks Ani and Kitsu

Their flight had to make an emergency landing in the Bahamas, but they should be making their way back to Florida now, and everything seems to be okay, so I'm immensely relieved

[True]

I have a case of the lulz!

[Ani]

I'm also feeling the lulz!

[Tsunade]

Lulzy~

[Juujuu]

I feel lonely D8

BUT I'M STAYING POSITIVE! 8DDD

[Pite]

Felling the full blown effects of jet lagg... laagggggg

[MelisaArtemis]

:O Shauna-sis I just read the plane and lightning incident and I just go O.O twas... strange I guess, maybe they have magnetic force power or something? Glad they are ok, though ^^

[Tohno Shiki]

Happy.

Just bought the Evangelion: You are not alone collectors edition. :teehee:

[Nikko]

That sounds more like the title of the X-files box set

I'm sleepy and bored, found out my order will be taking till friday to reach me, that sucks.

[Sakura~Kitsune]

Relaxed.

Finally done with all of my major tests. And I am too excited about Senior Day at school tomorrow! We all get our yearbooks and that'll be our FINAL graduation rehearsal! (YAY!) Hurrah for the last days of school!

[Sakura Blossoms]

Relaxed.

Finally done with all of my major tests. And I am too excited about Senior Day at school tomorrow! We all get our yearbooks and that'll be our FINAL graduation rehearsal! (YAY!) Hurrah for the last days of school!

You're not on summer vacation yet?! O.o


Edit - And I am SO pissed off right now, at one of my sk8tr boi friends, because he was being such a whiny ass today!

[Sakura~Kitsune]

You're not on summer vacation yet?! O.o

XD Nope!

I get out in three days, the third day being my graduation. Though what sucks about that it's the last day of school and to make matters ever 'better' we get back to school on September 2nd. That's WAY to early for the lot of us... XD

Either that or we're just too lazy~

Right now, I feeling a bit peeved. There's an annoying pain in my left eye... and it feels like someone's pushing pressure on it. DX <-- 8D Perfect face for the moment! Ouchies XD;

[Tohno Shiki]

Satisfied. :teehee:

[FullmetalNinja25]

Disgusted with myself.

[krisk]

^ take a shower?

DXX sorry a joke tried to make a feel better. !
hope ya do eventually. (:>

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jaw hurts.

i feel like i gots the cow (LOL PUN) munchies with this gum. D:

...SO IN PAIN ARGHHHH.

[Hikari Rose]

Do you mind if I... rant here? Sorry, I really just need to rant. Please don't laugh.

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Ever since I was a little girl, my friends would turn to me for advice and help. It felt good for a while, knowing that they would turn to me for answers. Sometimes my friends would call me "physic," which, of course, I'm not.

At a nearby park, I met another young girl when I was seven. We played for a bit, and yay, we became fast friends. I found out that she was new around where I lived, and that she would be going to the same day care as me. Of course, I was happy. I was always happy to have a new friend.

Years went by, and eventually we would hang out at each other's houses. It was obvious her mother hated me. Everyone in that family hated me. I succeeded in where their daughter failed. I got straight A's, she was barely passing. You get the point.

As even more years went by, and I started to notice something. My friend was becoming vicious towards me. We would get into fights about every day, which was the normal for us; as our personalities clashed quite a bit. Then in the fourth grade it got worse. She would start punching me if I didn't agree with her. I soon realized she enjoyed hurting me.

This wasn't it though, she would hurt me with words, too. She reflected her insecurities on me, calling me what she was called, or what she was afraid to be called.

I eventually became much colder to the world, where my friends would now call me "emotionless." I basically withdrew from the world, and didn't open up to my friends anymore. Whereas they still asked me for advice, I barely told them anything about myself anymore.

Eventually the girl who would beat me up did something horrible to me. I then told her I never wanted to see her again, and I said that I hated her. I said many things, none of them I regret. I took too many years of that.

So, today I get a text message. It's from her, that same girl, and she wants to be friends again. I could've sworn that I had a panic attack after seeing that message. I'm still shaking. I just want her to leave me alone, to let me go back to my life.

Like I said, please don't laugh at that. I really needed to rant somewhere.

[krisk]

Oh wow... ):
that sounds a really bad slap from the past, IMO. And i couldn't imagine WHY she would ask you to be her friend again, ohjeez.

...well, are you looking of advice or something? Have you texted her back? Cause if so, then i say that if someone that would make a 'supposed' friend feel bad for their own self-worth, then they're no friend.

of course, in my honest opinion.

someone shouldn't do that to another PERSON in general, much less a friend. :/ and now she suddenly wants to become friends? she had a BIG hand at making you slowly reserved to your other friends... hm.
i wouldn't put all the blame on that one former friend of yours, but i wouldn't exclude her out of all of it either.
gawsh... though... i do say everyone always deserves a second chance... i dunno.

what did you do (or going to do), if i may ask? ):>

[Hikari Rose]

Thank you. I'm not exactly sure what to do. I haven't texted her back, but I'm sure that I don't want to be friends with her anymore. It was much too stressful. I don't think it would be worth it.

I agree that people deserve a second chance. I think I may listen to what she has to say, but I certainly will say I don't want to be friends again.

Thanks again!

[krisk]

8D THAR YA GO, BEST OF BOTH WORLDS! (how you'll listen to her, but won't get pushed around) :thumbs:

you're welcome! i was really glad that i didn't seem so overbearing and you decided to reply. XD just glad to see you let it all out too. (:

and speaking of, you don't have to worry about people laughing at you at something so serious to you; if it means serious business to you, we'll make it serious business and respect you as best we can.

[Nikko]

feel like crap, went home early from work cause I was throw up and just felt all around sick, still do. I hate when I'm sick and it's not a cold cause I can smell everything 3x stonger then it is and this whole house smells of mildew from cleaning carpets. Yuck.