Why am I so emotional right now?

I'm emotional now because semester 4 has many project assignments. I'm finishing another drawing assignment for next tuesday which honestly, I am so lazy to finish it after two weeks ago, lecturer canceled the evaluation (giving mark) after seeing many of us who hadn't finished the assignment. Which made us who had finished it on time disapointed 
I have tried leaving a couple of times but I kept coming back
I was not strong enough to do it
I don't know....when I'll be leaving....but brace yourselves..
I keep coming back for NU01 to this site too 
I won't eat ice from refrigerator
or you just want me to lay besides you coughing? Tricky you 

Who said I have cough? Block nose, you know? Now it's like runny nose but not really. Block nose but almost becomes runny nose
I keep sneezing too now 
I don't want you affected by it 