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[James S Cassidy]

*Minus the true love part.

Edited by James S Cassidy, 18 December 2012 - 07:36 AM.

[T XD]

Everything's good. Facing a living hell (though is more like a difficult challenge) in the new job, but I believe I'll get through it eventually. I'll get into details on the post. But apart from that, everything's good. How about you?

I'm fine My christmas vacation began yesterday XD and now there's internet again at my house XD XD

:O Are you sure you want to help me with that? Hmm... I think you might want to actually look for that way to die before deciding if you want to help me out with it or not, hahahahahahahahaha.

Anyway, I'll go ahead and post it here, just to help with that. That way, you'll see what I mean with my previous statement.

Link --Click here to view--

http://1000waystodie...wiki/Ichi-boned

Ah, and no worries. I won't ask you to watch the show. It was just that particular way to die.

I take it back I really didn't expect something like this
But their death is surely unique and it seems that the show isn't that long...

[Shadow Wolf]

James: It's OK. My mind wasn't working well either at that time, so I apologize on that bitter excuse of a joke. As for the rest, I kinda admire you for having the strength to move along pretty fast (and by fast I don't mean that the wounds are healed, but that you have accepted the facts and proceeded to march forward). I wish I could to the same just as easily. Anyway, I hope you're doing well and... oh yeah. I have Borderlands 2 (Christmas gift from my best friend), so I'll see to get Gold next week so we can play.

That song brings me back memories, so I'll refrain from commenting. Still, it is a nice song.

T XD: Ah, didn't know you did not have internet for a while. In any case, I'm glad to know you're doing well.

Hahahahahahaha, well, I apologize for picking such an.... unusual death and of course, no worries about that either (I feel kinda bad for doing this, however: I mean coming up with a joke to just make you feel possibly embarrassed... that's me and my big tongue sometimes, so sorry about that).

Speaking of another topic, anything up for this Christmas? Why do I ask: you'll see in my blog entry just below.

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If there has been one common thing in the last years, is that, since I'm not the type to enjoy parties and such, I never truly celebrated things like Christmas and holidays (just thinking that those were the perfect days for my parents to drink and for my dad to vent his frustration on me while being drunk).

Still, there is a first time to try new things, right? Well, that's what I did on this Christmas. I managed to send gifts to two friends of mine (who encouraged me and helped me gather the courage needed to pack up and leave my house). I'm not sure if its something great to do, but someone once told me that the act of giving (not just gifts, but time, attention, and experiences) is the maximum expression of both friendship and love. So I hope that this is the first Christmas in which I can actually say that I both experienced and enjoyed.

So I ask you guys: with the exception of giving gifts and spending time with family and friends, is there anything in particular which you like to do for Christmas?

Louis (Shadow Wolf)

[T XD]

T XD: Ah, didn't know you did not have internet for a while. In any case, I'm glad to know you're doing well.

Hahahahahahaha, well, I apologize for picking such an.... unusual death and of course, no worries about that either (I feel kinda bad for doing this, however: I mean coming up with a joke to just make you feel possibly embarrassed... that's me and my big tongue sometimes, so sorry about that).

Speaking of another topic, anything up for this Christmas? Why do I ask: you'll see in my blog entry just below.

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If there has been one common thing in the last years, is that, since I'm not the type to enjoy parties and such, I never truly celebrated things like Christmas and holidays (just thinking that those were the perfect days for my parents to drink and for my dad to vent his frustration on me while being drunk).

Still, there is a first time to try new things, right? Well, that's what I did on this Christmas. I managed to send gifts to two friends of mine (who encouraged me and helped me gather the courage needed to pack up and leave my house). I'm not sure if its something great to do, but someone once told me that the act of giving (not just gifts, but time, attention, and experiences) is the maximum expression of both friendship and love. So I hope that this is the first Christmas in which I can actually say that I both experienced and enjoyed.

So I ask you guys: with the exception of giving gifts and spending time with family and friends, is there anything in particular which you like to do for Christmas?

Louis (Shadow Wolf)

It's okay you're not the only one to say jokes like this one and the good thing is I can make it a joke to my friends who don't know about this show

Luis did you know that you got an amazing gift this Christmas which is the experience of giving your two friends gifts and what meant from it XD

For me, I like to go out on the Christmas night and see all the people who are enjoying their evening and the decorations that are giving more joy and happiness.

[Shadow Wolf]

T XD: Hahahaha, well, I'm kinda surprised but happy that you can pull something like this out of a bad joke of mine. In that particular characteristic of yours, I must thank you, since it made me smile.

Yeah, I know it is a good thing. Funny thing is that I don't know what face to make. Well, I'll just wait until they receive their gifts and I'll take a picture of my face when that moment happens.

Oh yeah, did you manage to accomplish your Christmas goal?

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Anyway, I got out today from a good day of work and find myself a bit surprised by the Naruto chapter thread. So.... I feel liek I need to express the following words:

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE???????????

*breathes deeply*

OK, let me express myself while thinking about this manga and about all the moments that we've been through.

This is what we have at the moment: This chapter ended with Naruto holding Hinata's hand and she in her dreamland feeling happy for accomplishing her goal. So uh.... are they a couple? I don't see anywhere in this chapter that says it. And well, about the comment that this makes NH canon... let's go back a few chapters.

Remember when Sakura hugged Naruto in the pain arc? I wonder how many NH fans felt just like some of you are feeling right now (about to give up on their pairing). Yet the manga wet on and nothing was set in stone.

Now, let's go a bit more forward.... Sakura's confession. Another nice moment which made us smile. Sure, the reaction from Naruto was not what we wanted, but hey, another NS moment. Again, I wonder how NH fans felt... they also probably lost a bit of hope.

But, I'm sure that, as fellow shippers, they didn't give up on their pairing.

And now, we have a moment in the manga where Hinata shines, and in the least expected way. And with Naruto saying that he won't let go of her hand, I must admit that it can be a bit frustrating for us NS fans (This reminds me of when Keitaro did the same in Love Hina). So.... after one, I repeat, ONE interaction that Naruto has with Hinata in this way, are you going to give up on NS? Really?

Come now, let me recall the words that Riku told Sora in Kingdom Hearts to you:

Giving up already, come on (Sora) guys, I thought you were stronger than that.

And you know what? I'm confident that you guys are stronger than that. After all, that's why this is the Heaven and Earth forum, because we are NS shippers and with a solid faith on our pairing.

Don't give it up guys. This manga isn't over yet. Wait until the very end of the manga to finally give up.

"The only time a lawyer can cry is when it's all over." (Diego Armando - Phienix Wright Ace Attorney: Trials and Tribulations)

Fight 'till the end my friends! Show me the strength, THAT YOU HAVE GAINED!!!!!

[T XD]

Yup, achieved it XD

And tell me about it , one damn chapter with Hinata holding hands with Naruto and you got some people freaking out.
I don't know how, but they seem to forget one of the most important factors that Naruto loves Sakura. The man can't go feeling things for Hinata just by her lecturing him and holding hands. It's manga, a male protagonist can't shift his affection in the main female character to the side character. Naruto is like other manga and this one is no different. Kishi is doing all this for the sake of development and adding some fan services.

All in all, this chapter is nothing compared to what NS have as facts and moments and development,it's too much strong for Kishi to flip to NH, if we're taking reasoning aside.

Edited by T XD, 28 December 2012 - 10:13 AM.

[narulsaku]

yes tala i agree with ya but non of us is kisi so we cant say what he is going to do can we? but i do still believe in yous post more than150% . haha howeves hey louis how are ya? how is the job?

[Shadow Wolf]

Heh... its been a while. Borderlands 2, Star Ocean: The Last Hope, League of Legends, Rock Band 2.... so many games keeping me away from the computer.

T XD: That's good to know.

And nicely said. I don't think I need to add anything here. Considering what happened in the other chapter.... XD

Prem: refer to what I'm about to write below.

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I'm not the type to boast about things I'm good at, but I'm confident to say that I rarely get sick. I only get sick at least 1-2 times per year.

However, when I get sick, my whole body takes the full effect of the sickness and I have to stay indoors or in bed for most of the day. This is the case today. It's flu season and I have caught a really nasty one. Yesterday I got really sick at work (I work in a cold place, so that made things worse), having a bad headache, a swollen throat, a runny nose and a high fever -this one being so high that I felt my face burning as I tried to fall asleep-.

Today, my fever, though its probably not gone yet, it's drastically lower than yesterday. However, I still have the headache and the sore throat, which makes it difficult for me to speak sometimes. This frustrates me because it will prevent me from participating in the podcast (and I was looking forward to it).

I could go ahead and speak about some new difficulties in my job and about random events in my life (like unexpected visits), but for now, I wish to save this for a future time.

So yeah, take care people. Flu season is here so stay healthy.

Louis (Shadow Wolf)

Edited by Shadow Wolf, 02 February 2013 - 09:26 PM.

[narulsaku]

neither do i boast of them and also i ve got nothing to boast about. i am not good at anything. and about sick.cold never leaves me. never from my birth till now. ive got a cold right now. but i am used to it. sometime it get worse thats what make me stay in the bed. i think my body has got used to it. haha.

[T XD]

Get well soon, Louis and Prem, I hope your cold will disappear eventually with the upcoming years.

By the way, you're not the only one that is sick now Louis. I have the grippe now , and my nose is like Rudolph's, heh >.<

Edited by T XD, 04 February 2013 - 02:49 PM.

[Shadow Wolf]

Prem: You're good at being a good friend man. Don't forget that.

T XD: Thanks, and you too as well. (On a random note, I imagined you with a cute face, even with the red nose. Don't mind me much, though; my mind is crazy like that sometimes).

[narulsaku]

Prem: You're good at being a good friend man. Don't forget that.

thanks but i dont think i am that good . cut that so

T XD: Thanks, and you too as well. (On a random note, I imagined you with a cute face, even with the red nose. Don't mind me much, though; my mind is crazy like that sometimes).

a red nose. my nose gets red when i get a bad cold. so where are ya living right now?

[T XD]

T XD: Thanks, and you too as well. (On a random note, I imagined you with a cute face, even with the red nose. Don't mind me much, though; my mind is crazy like that sometimes).

Thanks for the compliment and I'm a little better now XD

Edited by T XD, 05 February 2013 - 08:58 PM.

[Shadow Wolf]

thanks but i dont think i am that good . cut that so

a red nose. my nose gets red when i get a bad cold. so where are ya living right now?

Well, you're a kind guy who always asking how are other people doing (at least, I see you jumping from blog time to time to ask people how are they doing, and I think that's a good sign). Oh, and I'm in Reading, PA.

Thanks for the compliment and I'm a little better now XD

Heh... if it made you smile, then that's good. ANd glad to know you're better now.

On my case...


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This is the 6th day I've been sick now. Its the first time I'm met with a virus/bacteria that has last for this long. I have tried two different Tylenol medicines (Cold and Flu severe and Sore Throat), and although both have made my fever disappear for a while, It just comes back, along with all the other pains I currently have.

Now I wonder what to do. One mistake I did was to reject the medical plan offered by the company I work with, so I currently have no health plan (which means that either a doctor or a hospital will put a big debt in my pocket). I'm also a the risk of losing my job (this will be the third day I'll have to call in sick). But the least I can do is prevent other people from falling sick too (since I believe this might be contagious).

Headache, fever, sore throat (though this one has been improving), a bit of blood from either my nose or from what I've had to spit out, and now I have some kind of weird teeth pain which is only affecting my right side.

Nothing to earn (except improving my health) and many things to lose... sometimes, we are faced with very difficult decisions.

Louis (Shadow Wolf)

[Shadow Wolf]

Sometimes, when words can't describe everything... I'll just let the songs do the talking.

[Shadow Wolf]

And... triple post (please don't hurt me)

Anyway, I wanted to say that I'm quite amused by the following (don't take it bad people, its actually good)

I'm quite amused at the fact that, even though the faith of some NS shippers may dwindle at times, it takes only one NH thread to see the true faith/power of the real faith we have in NS. Be proud people! You prove everytime with reasonable arguments that NS has the highest chance of happening than any other pairing.

[T XD]

And... triple post (please don't hurt me)

Anyway, I wanted to say that I'm quite amused by the following (don't take it bad people, its actually good)

I'm quite amused at the fact that, even though the faith of some NS shippers may dwindle at times, it takes only one NH thread to see the true faith/power of the real faith we have in NS. Be proud people! You prove everytime with reasonable arguments that NS has the highest chance of happening than any other pairing.

Did you just read my mind ? XD

Well put XD

[James S Cassidy]

[Shadow Wolf]

T XD: If I could read people's minds, everything would be a lot easier, hahahahahaha.

James: So, to who you're going to dedicate that on Valentines's? XD

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Well, It's funny. As a guest, it says that I joined on Feb. 12, but as a user, it says that I joined on Feb. 11. Well, no matter...

Anyway, I've been thinking about this post for a while. However, a few events have prevented me from organizing it and such. So I'll just go ahead and let my fingers touch the keyboard as my thoughts flow. *eats a few Pringles potato chips while gets ready to type*.

One year ago, I found myself in google typing about NaruSaku... hoping that i could find something that reminded me that there are people who believe that NaruSaku would happen (Chapter 573 was the latest chapter at that time). I can't remember the exact details, but I do know that I managed to stumble into Heaven and Earth. I'm not sure how much time passed before I created the account, but after I did, boy was I in for a surprise.

Everyone was so fun and kind... Greed, Cursed Wind, Undine, Anguyen, Kim, Amy-chan, KeikoxYusuke, Toasty Warrior, Dragunov, Zacra, Graven... wow, so many people dropped by to say hi to a stranger. It felt really nice to be welcomed into the forums.

After that, history began to unfold itself as each day passed. I met many good people, made new friends who also believed in NS, shared and debated with fellow members, and before I even realized it, one year has passed.

There are so many things I've learned here, both good and bad. I appreciate the good ones. The bad ones... well, they have helped me learn too, though I have had to apologize many times for those. And along with them, there are so many memories that were created here and that I will try my best to remember and cherish them. I'm not sure if I have been a good friend and a good fellow member, but I do hope that if I haven't, then that I find myself making it up for it. I know we can't have everyone to be friends with us, but I do hope that I can make people smile whenever they are in need of one.

I have made many mistakes, and some of them, I still regret to this day... but I have also learn many good things, and it all has been thanks to my friends here at Heaven and Earth. I hope that I can show you how much I appreciate your friendship and your kindness whenever I can, including now.

I'm not sure if to go ahead and say names (last time I did that iti didn't went so well), but I'm sure that they know who they are. So from yours truly: thanks for being such awesome friends and for being there even when my family couldn't. I may not always show it, but I really appreciate you people.

Finally, there's a message that I want to express and that I hope it can be delivered someday. I'm not sure if I even deserve that after what I did, but at least I wanted to write it down somewhere:

Last year I met and lost someone very special for me.I'm still a bit confused about what happened, but it seems that I was the one who nailed the final nail to the coffin. It's been a long time now and I still regret this to this day. However, bit by bit I have began to forgive myself. I am human and I'm bound to make mistakes. Some of those mistakes are little, some of them... very big.

I wish I could go back in time and fix everything, but I can't. That's how much I regret everything that happened. I still have nightmares regarding the event, but they have been less frequent as time passes. But this isn't about me. This is about the message I want to convey.

I may not deserve forgiveness for what I did, but I do hope that this doesn't repeat itself again. I'm learning each day to be a better person, and I still have a lot to learn... more than I ever thought it would be. I'm also aware that my words may mean nothing, since you can't believe the words of a person you don't trust. Yet I hope that I can keep improving as a person each day, that I can make at least one person smile each day, and that God finds me worthy of having a second chance. Wherever you are, I hope that your smile shines despite anything. After all, your smile can brighten anyone's day, I can assure you that.

Finally, to all of you who one way or another were also affected by this, I also hope that I can I can make it up to you someday. I don't know how, since I also lost your trust, but I hope each day to be able to amend for my mistakes.

So in the end, its been one year, and I hope that another cool year is waiting at the corner.... but today...


...to the ones I made wrong, but that I wish to show my regrets and apologies, this:




...and of course, to my friends (to my longtime ones and to the ones I'm currently befriending), this:



Take care people! It's been a cool year and I hope the same for you both on this one and on the next one.

Louis (Shadow Wolf)

[T XD]

Louis, the fact that you said all this, makes me say that you're a good person . Not that I was thinking of you the contrary.

When someone makes mistakes, the only way to recover those mistakes is by trying to be a better person and trying not to do the same mistake again. Which you're doing it. There's no other way than that. After all, like you said, you're human like every other person who does the same thing as you do.

By the way, trusting someone is in the actions and not words. We could say things but don't mean it, but when you express and show to the other, that where the trust is to take place or not.
If you lost the trust of someone, then right now from what you're doing to recover your mistakes, you're on the right road. Showing that you're able to be trusted.
I don't see any other way than that for a person to gain the trust of some else.

Be happy XD