I honestly don't understand how something so right -- something that would have been so much better for both Naruto and Sakura -- didn't happen.
I get busy with Real LifeTM and forget for a while, then when I have time to relax it hits me all over again. It's a weird sort of loss. It feels so personal even if it was never real, if that makes any sense.
I hate what happened. HATE IT.
Your post calls to me KnS, I feel exactly the same way. My disappointment with the ending is the first thing I think about when I wake up, and the last thing I think about before I go to bed. It sounds so silly and none of my RL friends would really understand, but my disappointment feels so very personal. My thoughts wander towards Naruto while I'm cooking, washing dishing, or whenever I have a moment of silence. It hurts and the only people who really understand, are my husband, and everyone here. My mother called me and she even asked me what was wrong, leave it to a mother to know, and I told her that I was just tired. I mean how can I tell my mother that her 32 year old daughter is sad over a comic book. I say comic because my mom doesn't even know what manga means XD but I just can't help it. People love to say that we arent real fans because we don't like the ending, but I feel that we're the real fans because we know better, and that ending was insulting.
I'll be drawing lots of NaruSaku goodness soon, as soon as I do I'll share it here.
Edited by Konohakitten, 15 November 2014 - 07:03 PM.