My uncle passed away from stage 4 lung cancer last monday, and the funeral was on Wednesday. I've been through a few funerals before with my grandpa and grandma, but this one I almost choked up twice.... "choked up" in a sense where I nearly balled during the whole thing....
been going to my cousin's house daily since then to give him all the support, and.... every time I walk in... my uncle's room is the first one I see and I keep hearing "Hey, how is life going on with you?" and I just can't help, but pause and just stare for like 5 minutes.... and just feeing this inner pain.
sorry for your loss lucky i lost my dad the beginning of this year