You wanted her to be your love, but she never wanted to be yours.
There was always someone else.
This truth would have been way better than all the mess that happened back then. I believe i would have saved way more hardship and suffering than the veil of secrets that was placed during that time. But, now a lot of things make sense now, so thank you.
OK, like I mentioned. Feel free to share your experiences my fellow NS family. Always ready to lend an ear (or an eye to read in this case, hehehe)